What a long and eventful day yesterday was! It started at 5am as usual on my early shift work pattern. I went to work and going about my daily tasks when I received a text message from my mom at 8:30am; Hi Alex. Need to talk to you. Will come over after school. Be there about 5. Love M xxx.  My stress levels just seemed to go through the roof ( Read more... )

These past few days since Wednesday have been pretty troubled. Something inside me is stirring that is making me very upset. The more I think about my feelings the more I feel upset. It knots me up inside. I was very reluctant to write lately because it feels so difficult. I am feeling very sad and sorry for myself, very melancholy. It almost ( Read more... )

For some time I have wanted in a way for someone to tell me that I am not who I am believe I am right now. I thought that this would help me dispel these feelings. Although, for some reason whenever someone does this to me like my mom has done recently it seems to do quite the opposite. I am unable to mentally and physically deny the feelings ( Read more... )