I went to the Doctor's appointment this morning after going to the Job Centre. To my relief the GP I saw, who appears to be a locum, told me that sometimes urine samples come back clear even when you have an infection. So, it seems that it's still likely all I have is just a Urinary Infection. She told me to get the prescription for antibiotics ( Read more... )

I have checked my journal to find out when I last wrote something, and it was one month and two days ago now. There has been a few things I've wanted to record down so I've got myself down to write something about what has been happening in recent times. It feels like I've left it so long that I don't want to bring the past again.

I've just arrived ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have to admit to myself that I have issues at the moment. I will try get these down in writing as to document them and put them into a better order. I have many thoughts during the day and not always enough order with them so it makes it hard to work with them.

I was going to film a clip for youtube but I decided against it for a few ( Read more... )

The past five days have been quite interesting for me. I managed to get an appointment to see the GP I had seen two weeks before. She had suggested I come back to see her about the whole gender crap. I was pretty anxious about seeing the doctor because I didn't have a letter from Dr Curtis requesting that I be prescribed hormones and anti-androgens ( Read more... )

Things seem to be looking up now and I'm not so anxious about the past few issues I've been dealing with. I tried to call the gender clinic this morning as soon as they opened, but found out that they are on a days holiday today. That didn't make the situation any better, and so I pondered going straight to my GP and explaining the situation. I had ( Read more... )

I’m feeling so sorry for myself right now after a couple of things today. First off I called Transhealth and asked whether it would be possible to talk to Dr Curtis or leave a message. The receptionist was polite and offered to pass a message on. He took my mobile phone number and I have waited in anticipation all day for a call.
My ( Read more... )

I had my letter for my GP today in the post from Dr Curtis and I’m a little disappointed with the content. On the whole it’s a pretty positive letter though...

One thing that was alarming, though not his fault, was that the letter was addressed to “A.Harper” on the envelope. I hadn’t anticipated not using my full name or using Mr. The problem ( Read more... )

The past week or so has been so good for me. I am even finding it difficult to write this now but I will try hard. The memories seem to bring up all the anxiety again, and I can’t cope very well with that.

It all seemed to start before I visited my girlfriend in London. I had been playing with genderqueer ideas in my head a lot. This was ( Read more... )