So lately i have felt more and more like that little green goblin i chose as my icon so many years ago and haven't bothered to change..... i felt like that then and i do now...... mostly angry and then i was more a snarling thing that i wanted everyone to just i dont now leave me alone see me for me not try and put me in some sort of box.

today i ( Read more... )

The vein is the same so you can skip this as there will be nothing new in this post

maybe just a steam of consciousness

its like looking back its easy to see what you were and always hard to see what has yet to come.  its when you look in the mirror and don't recognize the person staring back at you.  from the clothes your wearing to the hair or ( Read more... )

So the coming and typing with regularity was pretty much a fail.  After going back to work I didn't go to the library which is where I started this.  Not that I don't have my own computer, I do, as I am using it now.  For social distancing reasons the library is not an option anyway.  I need to pull my actual computer out more often.   This would ( Read more... )

Ok so its been almost a decade since i have used this thing.... dont know if anyone still uses or even reads this either.

im torn between trying to type correctly and using the style that i had in the past.... i mean come on who doenst like no punctuation besides ellipses..... or run on sentences... but well i have always thought and talked in run ( Read more... )

Wow its been soooooooooooo long since I have written anything here.  mostly because theres not much to say.  i know i have pulled away from damn near everyone, including my family.  though i am working getting things in shape in the family department.  i have a new niece that was born in late july and at the begining of the month i finally got to ( Read more... )

SO I am really stuck in a rut and its not getting better ... so i doubt really much has changed since the last post ( Read more... )

yup again been a long time since i have posted anything.... thinking too that im really grumpy and stressed out ... and maybe just maybe writing/typing will help me kinda work or at least get things out ( Read more... )

Ok so I havent posted or probably read anything much since my vacation in August.   Ugh..... been distnat and moody and home sick in a lot of ways.... been trying to find a new job .... havent even landed an interview.... lots of thanks but no thanks and your qualified but we have better canidates and so on.... bleh ( Read more... )

so last night in colorado ..... it was good .. the bands were good.... kings of leon and the wighs .... really should have eaten something .. but there wasnt dinner food at the house ... thought i would eat something there but hot dogs nor pepperoni pizza agree with me nor i them ... so that was a no go .... got pretty tipsy of the one mikes i did ( Read more... )

first here is the clip that aired on the local news about the park I work at
http://www.myfoxhouston.com/dpp/weather/090803_outoodrs_jd

no I was not in it.... but the bitch i hate is ... in fact she out of the three people that were interviewed had the longest bit ... and yeah maybe this is a little bit of sour grapes... but i had to go give a talk ( Read more... )