im all worked up ..... its stupid but still ( Read more... )

seems to be the story of my life atm.... and weird dreams ( Read more... )

i am calm ( Read more... )

i cant even begin to retype what i just lost ( Read more... )

so I am looking for a new job ... I need to find a new job ..... i need to find one soon..... im not upset or mad at this moment so this is not written out of a moment of desperation and bad things going on at work ... although it is a weekend .... and i am more than a bit bored... and i have to work it with her.... but i digress.... this is not ( Read more... )

ok i know that i have been out of sorts for a while now ... probably way to long and so on ... and i have no idea when or what is going to make that change ... and yes i do know that only i can change that ... which totally sucks cause i dont even know what to do .... or that i know how to do whatever it is i need to do and so on ( Read more... )

so i guess i havent posted anything in 6 weeks .... shame on me ( Read more... )

just so everyone knows im not a holiday grinch .... honest im not ... i love the holidays ... for the most part ( Read more... )

its hard in a lot of ways to get out of the funk i know i have been for most of this year .... i appologize to everyone who has suffered through my whining .. thank you for not totally disowning me ( Read more... )

ok so why am i so pissed off that my roommate is eating my food....

and just as pissy about the comments at the state of the dishes ..... mainly cause i was sick and didnt want to contaminate all of them with my sickness .... which did leave me pretty bed ridden on thursday ... which is not like me .... why .. because she hates to unload the dish ( Read more... )