And why is it okay when YOU change but it's not okay when *I* change? Why can't we accept that nothing ever stays the way it is? Because it's foolish to believe so.... Why should I have to respect you when you clearly have zero respect for me? Does that sound fair to you ( Read more... )

 I find that as we age, things don't feel the same as they used to. Memories made are a  lot less vibrant and life in general seems so much more dull than they could have been. I cannot experience life the way I used to experience it ( Read more... )

 In the past few months, I feel like I've went from having many close friends to having very few. Dare I even say, my 5 closest friends have been whittled down to like... 0.5 friends. If that's even possible. It probably isn't. You know what I mean.

But what can you do when your  friend stops talking to you? Or what if they start shit talking behind ( Read more... )

 No seriously.

People need to stop fucking spreading shit about me. Whether it is true or not is irrelevant. The point is that it's no one's business but mine. If I confide in you, the events of what go on in my life, don't you think that should remain confidential? As a friend, why are you not looking out for my best interests? What the fuck did I ( Read more... )

• fucking applications
• fucking expensive applications
• fucking expensive applications and supplementary applications
• fucking expensive supplementary applications
• stuff going on sale right now, but not really

I don't know why but I feel that all this bad energy is gravitating towards me lately. My mom and brother keep bitching at me these past few days, out of nowhere, and I just have this constant cloud of animosity hanging over my head, threatening to rain hate on me whenever someone sees fit ( Read more... )

From Shakespeare's As You Like It, 1600 ( Read more... )

Dear xxx,

I'm happy for you. I really am. Even if I wasn't, it's not something I'd ever reveal to you anyways. I sincerely believe that you deserve every great opportunity you get in life so it's great that this change has manifested. Who would DARE say otherwise?

Just stop pretending that you care. It's just adding insult to injury, and besides you ( Read more... )

...and my mind can't calm down.

Mike is a fucking creep and continues to creep to the best of his ability of not appearing to but actually creeping.

Great. And my iPod crashed and I lost the rest of the entry. Ugh.

It just disturbs me how nothing came about during that so called investigation. For those who are unfamiliar with this incident, the ( Read more... )

I know.
I complain a lot.
I bitch a lot about life, about how things are unfair.
I don't really believe in karma, though I think on a deeper level my thoughts and actions reflect otherwise.

Despite my downward spiraling outlook on life and quite frankly, on my own self as well, I am actually quite fortunate and I didn't even know it. I realized that ( Read more... )