Oh shit, been neglecting this blog. Not that I really care. I like tumblr so much more. Sorry, lj ( Read more... )

I've come crawling back to the journal that I wanted to abandon for the newer breeds of social networking.

I don't think I could ever love someone who doesn't love me back.

My mom is very two faced. She changes when certain people are around and reverts back when they're gone. It's really interesting to see. When we are in front of others she will put me down and insult me till the cows come home. I can't stand it anymore. I hate how she constantly ( Read more... )

It takes a lot of effort to be a psycho. You have to be intelligent - much more so than the average intelligent being. Something traumatic had to have happened in the past to spark your personality reversal. You tend to have zero empathy/sympathy/sense of humanity. And other things I can't really think of off the top of my head, like having weird ( Read more... )

Haven't been updating lj lately because I sort of migrated towards tumblr. I find that it's very useful and more appropriate for the random thoughts that I have and the weird stuff I  find ( Read more... )

 If I'm not too annoying, follow me on tumblr ^^

where's the link? I guess you'll have to pm me ^^

no more stalkers/creepers/trolls, ftw.

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Just had a short conversation with 33haltan  on msn. I miss her so much. Feels like forever since we've been able to talk in real time. I know I made my yt account so I could connect better, but as we all know life has ( Read more... )

So I just finished it a while ago. It went okay I think. But it seemed like they were trying to convince me NOT to want to be in this program. Like they were trying to plant doubt into my mind and make ne second guess myself.

Well in truth, I guess I don't really want to be in this program haha. It's dangerous. I just wanted it as my backup. I ( Read more... )

 I don't get it when people add you on facebook, then delete you after a while. It's not that I'm butthurt about it because I clearly know who actually matters to me, but when like people who are not as close to you delete you, and it was clearly THEM that added you, it makes you wonder why they wasted their time (and yours) in the first place ( Read more... )

 In the past week, I haven't prepared much for my interview....which is coming up on Saturday. I know I should be doing a lot more work for this but for some reason I'm so thrown off. Mainly because of the events as of late, but also because for some reason, I think this is going to be easier than I expected...I don't know why they want to test ( Read more... )

 I feel free again. I don't like the sensation of being chained down. When I have to run, I need to be able to run. During times when I feel suffocated, I need air.

That is the most fundamental aspect of me. You have to let me do what I need to do.