Oh shit, been neglecting this blog. Not that I really care. I like tumblr so much more. Sorry, lj ( Read more... )

I don't think I could ever love someone who doesn't love me back.

My mom is very two faced. She changes when certain people are around and reverts back when they're gone. It's really interesting to see. When we are in front of others she will put me down and insult me till the cows come home. I can't stand it anymore. I hate how she constantly ( Read more... )

 There's not much else to prepare, I think I've got pretty much the last of everything. Maybe need to get some Febreze on the way home. But that's it.

I'm happy and sad to be leaving. Happy because I won't have to be here anymore and take people's bullshit. It's going to be a refreshing change.

Sad? wtf I'm not sad at all. Get me the fuck out of

Haven't been updating lj lately because I sort of migrated towards tumblr. I find that it's very useful and more appropriate for the random thoughts that I have and the weird stuff I  find ( Read more... )

 In the past week, I haven't prepared much for my interview....which is coming up on Saturday. I know I should be doing a lot more work for this but for some reason I'm so thrown off. Mainly because of the events as of late, but also because for some reason, I think this is going to be easier than I expected...I don't know why they want to test ( Read more... )

 I feel free again. I don't like the sensation of being chained down. When I have to run, I need to be able to run. During times when I feel suffocated, I need air.

That is the most fundamental aspect of me. You have to let me do what I need to do. 

 And why is it okay when YOU change but it's not okay when *I* change? Why can't we accept that nothing ever stays the way it is? Because it's foolish to believe so.... Why should I have to respect you when you clearly have zero respect for me? Does that sound fair to you ( Read more... )

 Roger keeps pissing me off everyday ( Read more... )

 No seriously.

People need to stop fucking spreading shit about me. Whether it is true or not is irrelevant. The point is that it's no one's business but mine. If I confide in you, the events of what go on in my life, don't you think that should remain confidential? As a friend, why are you not looking out for my best interests? What the fuck did I ( Read more... )

• fucking applications
• fucking expensive applications
• fucking expensive applications and supplementary applications
• fucking expensive supplementary applications
• stuff going on sale right now, but not really