Just because I'm talking to you, doesn't mean we're good now. This piece of shit person seems to always think otherwise. Are you fucking retarded? ESPECIALLY because you did something unforgivable. I'm only talking to you because I have to. Not because I want to. Don't wave at me now just because I'm behaving the way I have to behave. I swear on ( Read more... )

 There's not much else to prepare, I think I've got pretty much the last of everything. Maybe need to get some Febreze on the way home. But that's it.

I'm happy and sad to be leaving. Happy because I won't have to be here anymore and take people's bullshit. It's going to be a refreshing change.

Sad? wtf I'm not sad at all. Get me the fuck out of

Haven't been updating lj lately because I sort of migrated towards tumblr. I find that it's very useful and more appropriate for the random thoughts that I have and the weird stuff I  find ( Read more... )

 In the past few months, I feel like I've went from having many close friends to having very few. Dare I even say, my 5 closest friends have been whittled down to like... 0.5 friends. If that's even possible. It probably isn't. You know what I mean.

But what can you do when your  friend stops talking to you? Or what if they start shit talking behind ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd ever call a help hotline but through a leap of faith I did, and I'm very glad I did ( Read more... )

I guess what I really want is vengeance and understanding. I hate the fact that he got away with what he did, and that no one believes me and supports me.

 I don't feel like talking. Pictures are worth 1000 words. Here are a bunch of pictures to sum up what I don't want to say.


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 I realize that perhaps I'm probably rationalizing out of anger, but I need to quit my job asap because they're really treating me like crap. Crappy dirty office, cold staff, depressing patients aside...I don't appreciate being jerked around all the time when it comes to hours or even when it comes to duties. I don't even know how it happened but ( Read more... )

 I'm bad at doing this...Because I have no sense of deadlines anymore. I just procrastinate and do whatever...

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I used to have a better outlook on life, I really did. They say that if you keep getting up after life keeps pushing you down, that you win. But that sort of inspirational talk is just bullshit. Those are things you tell children so that they don't lose hope. You tell them things like this because they haven't seen what the people in the world are ( Read more... )