I started school almost two weeks ago, and I'm just starting to get into the hang of things. There's readings, but I've skipped most of them because I don't like reading introductory shit. I also don't appreciate listening to introductory shit on the first day of class so I skipped a bunch of first days, but that's okay. I figure that if it's ( Read more... )

I don't think I could ever love someone who doesn't love me back.

My mom is very two faced. She changes when certain people are around and reverts back when they're gone. It's really interesting to see. When we are in front of others she will put me down and insult me till the cows come home. I can't stand it anymore. I hate how she constantly ( Read more... )

Relationships? Errrr.. Not in a huge rush to get into a relationship, don't understand what everyone's immense urgency is, to be a part of a gruesome twosome. Maybe it's because of the relationships I've had in the past. They had zero love in them. What is love, anyway? I don't even know the answer to that.

I know what it isn't though.

It's not ( Read more... )

 Dear jrock ( Read more... )

 In the past week, I haven't prepared much for my interview....which is coming up on Saturday. I know I should be doing a lot more work for this but for some reason I'm so thrown off. Mainly because of the events as of late, but also because for some reason, I think this is going to be easier than I expected...I don't know why they want to test ( Read more... )

 I feel free again. I don't like the sensation of being chained down. When I have to run, I need to be able to run. During times when I feel suffocated, I need air.

That is the most fundamental aspect of me. You have to let me do what I need to do. 

 I find that as we age, things don't feel the same as they used to. Memories made are a  lot less vibrant and life in general seems so much more dull than they could have been. I cannot experience life the way I used to experience it ( Read more... )

 In the past few months, I feel like I've went from having many close friends to having very few. Dare I even say, my 5 closest friends have been whittled down to like... 0.5 friends. If that's even possible. It probably isn't. You know what I mean.

But what can you do when your  friend stops talking to you? Or what if they start shit talking behind ( Read more... )

 I haven't been feeling well lately, and when I say "haven't been feeling well", I don't mean that I'm sick. I've gotten better since a few weeks ago. Maybe it's because of the depressing weather and lack of sunshine. Maybe I'm just a fucking downer. Yeah that could be it.

I don't think I'm as strong as I used to be. Well, I don't think I've been ( Read more... )

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