im so sorry but i love you, it's all a lie.
Dear jrock.
I haven't listened to you for maybe a whole year. I can't even recall listening to you in the recent days, weeks and even months. Somewhere in those days, I have stopped tuning into the songs with the thrashy metal screamy growls, and moved onto something with an actual melody.
That's right. I think I've moved on to......kpop.
When the fuck did that happen? I don't know. At first I was really ashamed about it because I've always prided myself to be a person who was not into the things that everyone else was into. But fuck that, I've come to love pop again. It's strangely satisfying and has really upped my mood..I like to listen to music that reflects my mood, and I guess that it worked the other way as well by its upbeat tempos. But yeah, it's a weird change that I wasn't even entirely conscious of until not so long ago. However, it's not a bad change, and I'd never say that it is.
The problem though, is this. Who realistically lives in a world where everything is like...saccharin smiles and shit like that? There were and are times where I'll get a little sick of pop and want to revert back to something more sombre, blue, and dark. Could this be another shift in musical influences? Probably. And I think the change is very near.
I haven't listened to you for maybe a whole year. I can't even recall listening to you in the recent days, weeks and even months. Somewhere in those days, I have stopped tuning into the songs with the thrashy metal screamy growls, and moved onto something with an actual melody.
That's right. I think I've moved on to......kpop.
When the fuck did that happen? I don't know. At first I was really ashamed about it because I've always prided myself to be a person who was not into the things that everyone else was into. But fuck that, I've come to love pop again. It's strangely satisfying and has really upped my mood..I like to listen to music that reflects my mood, and I guess that it worked the other way as well by its upbeat tempos. But yeah, it's a weird change that I wasn't even entirely conscious of until not so long ago. However, it's not a bad change, and I'd never say that it is.
The problem though, is this. Who realistically lives in a world where everything is like...saccharin smiles and shit like that? There were and are times where I'll get a little sick of pop and want to revert back to something more sombre, blue, and dark. Could this be another shift in musical influences? Probably. And I think the change is very near.