omfg

[struckwithanawl]

 In the past week, I haven't prepared much for my interview....which is coming up on Saturday. I know I should be doing a lot more work for this but for some reason I'm so thrown off. Mainly because of the events as of late, but also because for some reason, I think this is going to be easier than I expected...I don't know why they want to test high school english, math and physics, those seem all too irrelevant to me. I have a fucking bachelors degree for fuckssakes, I shouldn't need to be studying little kid stuff again....Not that high school math and physics was juvenile, I hated that crap.

I'm so stressed about this coming May too. I have to email U of T to tell them I won't be taking physics...at the cost of not being able to attend school in September...this sucks. I'm hoping so hard to get into ultrasound because it looks like MRS isn't going to work out. Unless a miracle occurs...and it's not going to ><'''

I don't know what i can do now. Just set small goals and try to accomplish them to the best of my ability. And above all else, try to stay positive. It hasn't been a very smooth 6 months, but maybe the sunny weather will cheer me up.

Today's to-do list:

• fix up resume
• print high school transcript
• put together york and hs transcripts
• get my  last reference letter
• find out how to get to interview
• map of sunnybrook
• clean room :(
• practice more physics questions, memorize formulas, find calculator
• charge phone battery
• chill the fuck out.

I lie. It just snowed last night. Fucking snow. I wanted to wear my flip flops.