Jan 30, 2011 22:30
No seriously.
People need to stop fucking spreading shit about me. Whether it is true or not is irrelevant. The point is that it's no one's business but mine. If I confide in you, the events of what go on in my life, don't you think that should remain confidential? As a friend, why are you not looking out for my best interests? What the fuck did I do to you to deserve this shit? Had I not helped you out, you wouldn't even be here stabbing me in the back, which is so painfully and almost beautifully ironic.
I don't care what you said, because what you omitted is equally as powerful as what was uttered. Now I'm getting plauged with questions and people who are not even close to me, demanding to know what is going on. It wasn't your fucking business to start with, and much less is it theirs. Why is it that I have to keep YOUR secrets but you can't keep mine?
So fine. You did it. You fucking propagated this whole onslaught of bullshit that I now have to deal with. Great. I can't turn back time. So what was the benefit for you? Do you feel all high and mighty now? You think you're some kind of God that can create shit and watch it unfold? Well isn't it just great that you feel this way now. Because are now going to look at me differently.
I am so sick and disgusted at the way people treat me. I live my life quietly, and it's as if someone thinks their life is too boring so they try to stir up the plot in mine, so as to not disturb the peace in theirs. The more I hide the more people seem to seek me out and wreck my life.
holy shit!,
qualms,
my unsent letters,
friends,
ugly people,
terrorists wear pink,
bullshit,
rage,
the past month in review,
fuck you,
creepy,
update,
stress,
fake friends,
relationships,
thoughts,
epiphany,
deja vu,
life,
random,
bitch,
epic