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How does one become so resilient to lifes pains?
Lately I have been the focus to accusations, untruths, disrespect and verbal attacks. As far as I know none of which I deserved. Now I will be the first to admit I am not perfect in any way, but in general I mean well for everyone around me. So where does one find the thick skin to deflect and move on? I hurt deeply, I cry senselessly and ponder ( Read more... ) -
Moving forward and Vacation starts Wednesday !!!
Well life is moving on as my first class in my MBA program draws to a close. Next up is a business accounting class that will start on July 8, 2012. Though the effort is personally draining, and sometimes my initiative and drive lapses to procrastination, I am generally excited about my decision to continue on with my education. I can honestly ( Read more... ) -
Venting once again
I know to some of you this gets old, as it does to my partner, but I need to vent. I continuously get tired that we both can sit on our computers and Chris has a vast social network that he can continually carry on conversations with via typed messages for hours on end. I sit there wondering why I cannot have the same, what have I done that ( Read more... ) -
Bachelor of Science in Nursing
Well I am sure those that follow on facebook know this, but as to re-enter the world of live journal I will post it here as well. After a long hiatus from school I entered into an accelerated curriculum to advance myself from a diploma registered nurse to one with a bachelor of science degree in nursing (BSN) over the last 18 months. I graduated ( Read more... ) -
Back after long absence to announce our Wedding Ceremony !!!
My partner Chris Gullick and I will be getting married in the state of New York 10 years after our initial meeting. We had inital plans already in place to celebrate our 10 years together in New York, but then they passed the same-sex marriage law on June 24, 2011. So all of a sudden we decided to throw in a wedding ceremony on top of it all. So ( Read more... ) -
Clearing the road, as to move forward.
I would not say that I am out of the woods yet, as I still have things I want and need to say. My goal is to discuss the things that bother me prior to the end of March. The meds I feel are helping me to be more upfront, and to speak my feelings rather then sulking and just accepting. Life definitely does not always turn out like the story book ( Read more... ) -
Antidepressant good or bad?
I am now questioning if anti-depressants are good for me. I totally had the energy to have an outburst speaking my mind. I later went back to apologize for the outburst, but refused to apologize for my feelings. I want to so be a part of Chris's life and included in every aspect of it. I hate feeling like I am excluded, and not privy to the fun ( Read more... ) -
Well it is official.
My daughter messaged me today and announced that the wedding was called off. That she was moving out. She asked if she could come back here for two weeks. Chris and I have taken her in a total of 3 times up to this point, and pretty much made it clear that even though we support her that she could not use us as a revolving door and move in again ( Read more... ) -
Is there anyone still out there?
I have not posted to Live Journal in some time. Wondering if there is anyone out there that actually cares if I post anything or not? Guess does not matter much as it is a journal that is to be used to document events. This journal has been in the past been a source of my being able to write and sort things out as I read it back to myself. ( Read more... ) -
Reality Check Successful
Okay I was having one of those moments in my life that I just needed to get away from everybody. So many questions running through my head, and the feeling that people in general have not been honest with me. Wondering why, why, why does it always end up that I feel this way. So I did one of my overnight trips down to Denver all by myself. ( Read more... )