Fic: Down the Rabbit Hole (19/?)
Title: Down the Rabbit Hole
Author: slayerkitty
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU
Warnings: Implied rape, Implied incest (I'm not sure I need this one, but Zoe and Luke are technically related)
Rating: R
Spoilers: None
Characters: Luke/Reid, Past Luke/Noah, Other Misc characters
Disclaimer: As the World Turns and it's characters are not mine, no matter how much I enjoy playing with them. :)
Summary: What if Zoe succeeded in her plans to have Luke's baby?
Author's Notes: Flashbacks are in italics, and there are several lines of dialogue from the show (flashbacks) in the first few chapters. This story picks up right after Luke has promised Reid that his foundation will donate money to the new wing.
You guys - DALLAS. (Dallas will now be 4 chapters, at least). Also, please try and keep the comments spoiler free. I am spoiler free, as are many others and I don't want them to be spoiled on accident! Thanks! :)
Previous Chapters: Prologue/ 1/ 2/ 3/ 4/ 5/ 6/ 7/ 8/ 9/ 10/ 11/ 12/ 13/ 14/ 15/ 16/ 17/ 18
They made their way up the stairs, still attached at the lips. Reid was trying to take Luke’s shirt off at the same time, and Luke, who was walking backwards, grabbed at the railing to keep from falling. Reid managed to get the shirt over Luke’s head and threw it. Luke laughed as his foot slipped anyway, and he fell backwards onto the landing at the top of the stairs. He tugged Reid down on top of him. They found each others mouths again, and Luke struggled with the buttons on Reid’s shirt. He managed to get the first few, and then decided to just pull it off over Reid’s head. He sent the shirt flying, Reid smirking at him.
“Now who’s impatient?”
“Are you complaining?”
“Never.” Reid claimed his mouth again, his tongue slipping inside and dueling with Luke’s. Luke moaned low in his throat, relishing the feel of Reid’s bare chest pressing against his. Reid pulled back after a moment, propping himself up on his hands.
“Come on.” He nearly growled, getting up. Confused, and startled, Luke blinked at him. “Unless you really want a killer rug burn.” Luke shook his head, realizing he was still on the floor in the hallway. Reid helped him up, and led Luke into his bedroom.
Luke bit his lip as he caught site of the bed, and he tried to push his nerves back. This was Reid. He must not have hid them very well, because Reid was looking at him with concern.
“You say the word, and we stop.”
Luke nodded, and sat down on the edge of the bed.
“You’re too far away, Dr. Oliver.” Luke said, earning another smirk from Reid.
“Is that right, Mr. Snyder?” Before he could change his mind, Luke reached for Reid’s hand and pulled him closer. He slid his hands up around Reid’s neck and tugged his head down until they were almost kissing. Reid wouldn’t let Luke move him any closer.
“Reid, if you don’t start touching me right now…”
“What?” Reid murmured. “What are you going to do about it, Mr. Snyder?” Luke inhaled as Reid’s breath ghosted across his lips. Deciding two could play that game, Luke met his gaze.
“My name is Luke.”
“Is it now?” Reid leaned closer, his hands supporting his weight on the bed. Luke started to slowly slide up the bed towards the pillows and Reid followed, like a panther stalking his prey. He was very careful not to let them actually touch, but it didn’t matter. By the time they reached the head of the bed, Luke felt like every one of his nerve endings was on fire.
It had never been like this with Noah, this all consuming passion. As Reid settled himself between Luke’s legs, both men groaned as they came into contact with each other. Luke ran his hands along Reid’s back, digging his nails in lightly as Reid suddenly ground against him.
There was a look in Reid’s eyes, startling Luke.
“What?” Luke asked, tracing a finger along Reid’s lips.
“I just never thought…” He looked uncomfortable as he trailed off.
“Oh, my God.” Luke let out a chuckle. “You’re a closet romantic.”
“You take that back.”
“No way.” Reid grabbed Luke’s arms, one in each hand, and pinned them above Luke’s head. He kissed him lightly, barely letting there lips touch. Luke was on the verge of a moan when Reid pulled back.
“Take it back, or else.” He teased, a devious expression on his face.
“Or else what?” Reid leaned down, his tongue licking a path along Luke’s neck up to his ear, making Luke shiver.
“Or I’ll call you Luciano.” Reid whispered in his ear, and Luke froze.
Time stopped.
“Shh! Just close your eyes, Luciano. Pretend I’m Noah. It’ll all be over in a few minutes.”
It was like he was back in that storage locker.
“Don’t be so worried, Luciano. It’s not going to hurt, and you might actually enjoy it.”
He could hear someone calling his name, but he couldn’t seem to form words. Instinct urged him to flee, so he did, scrambling off the bed, and across the room, his back slamming hard into the wall as he hit it and then slid down to the floor.
“That’s a good boy. Good little baby-making boy.”
He couldn’t breathe.
Hands tried to touch him and he whimpered.
“Luke, damn it, look at me.” Reid’s voice penetrated his fog; Zoe’s taunts fading for the moment as he tried to focus on what Reid was saying.
He realized that he was sitting on the floor, in the corner of Reid’s bedroom, practically hyperventilating.
“Oh, God.” Luke gasped out. “I’m sorry, I don’t…”
“Luke.” Reid said his name again. “Look at me.”
In what seemed like ages, but probably only took moments, Luke finally made himself meet Reid’s gaze.
“Are you all right?”
“Yes.” Luke exhaled. He knew it was a lie even as he said it. His heart was racing, and his hands were shaking. He was as far from all right as he could get.
“Tell me the truth.” Reid practically ordered.
“I’ll be fine in a minute.” That much seemed to be true. He was calming down now.
They sat there in silence, Reid shifting so that he was sitting next to him, back against the wall as well.
“Has that ever happened before?” Reid asked, after letting Luke get his bearings.
“No.” Luke shook his head. He had no idea what had just happened.
“Any idea what caused it?” Luke could hear the emotions in Reid’s voice, and knew the other man must be freaked out.
“No.”
“I called you Luciano.” Reid said, and Luke flinched. He glanced at Reid and saw his knowing expression.
“It’s what she called me.” Luke whispered. “Zoe.” Reid nodded. “You had my hands, and I couldn’t move, but it was fine and then you said…”
“I’m sorry.” Reid apologized, running a hand through his hair.
“What?” Luke asked, upset. “Why? You couldn’t know.” He sighed. “This is my fault.”
“You were a victim, Luke. If it’s anyone’s fault, it’s Zoe’s.”
“I should have told you what happened before we tried…” He trailed off.
“We can try again, if you want.” Luke stared at him in disbelief.
“Even after…You still…” He couldn’t seem to form words.
“I told you. I want you.” Reid smiled. “I don’t know why either, if it makes you feel better. Just you being you seems to do it.”
Luke gave him a weak smile.
“Before we try again…we should…I should…” He groaned. “There are things you need to know; even if I don’t want to tell you.”
“I’m getting that.” Reid slowly stood up, and held his hand out for Luke. “Come on.”
Luke took it after a second and let Reid lead him back downstairs.
Author: slayerkitty
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU
Warnings: Implied rape, Implied incest (I'm not sure I need this one, but Zoe and Luke are technically related)
Rating: R
Spoilers: None
Characters: Luke/Reid, Past Luke/Noah, Other Misc characters
Disclaimer: As the World Turns and it's characters are not mine, no matter how much I enjoy playing with them. :)
Summary: What if Zoe succeeded in her plans to have Luke's baby?
Author's Notes: Flashbacks are in italics, and there are several lines of dialogue from the show (flashbacks) in the first few chapters. This story picks up right after Luke has promised Reid that his foundation will donate money to the new wing.
You guys - DALLAS. (Dallas will now be 4 chapters, at least). Also, please try and keep the comments spoiler free. I am spoiler free, as are many others and I don't want them to be spoiled on accident! Thanks! :)
Previous Chapters: Prologue/ 1/ 2/ 3/ 4/ 5/ 6/ 7/ 8/ 9/ 10/ 11/ 12/ 13/ 14/ 15/ 16/ 17/ 18
They made their way up the stairs, still attached at the lips. Reid was trying to take Luke’s shirt off at the same time, and Luke, who was walking backwards, grabbed at the railing to keep from falling. Reid managed to get the shirt over Luke’s head and threw it. Luke laughed as his foot slipped anyway, and he fell backwards onto the landing at the top of the stairs. He tugged Reid down on top of him. They found each others mouths again, and Luke struggled with the buttons on Reid’s shirt. He managed to get the first few, and then decided to just pull it off over Reid’s head. He sent the shirt flying, Reid smirking at him.
“Now who’s impatient?”
“Are you complaining?”
“Never.” Reid claimed his mouth again, his tongue slipping inside and dueling with Luke’s. Luke moaned low in his throat, relishing the feel of Reid’s bare chest pressing against his. Reid pulled back after a moment, propping himself up on his hands.
“Come on.” He nearly growled, getting up. Confused, and startled, Luke blinked at him. “Unless you really want a killer rug burn.” Luke shook his head, realizing he was still on the floor in the hallway. Reid helped him up, and led Luke into his bedroom.
Luke bit his lip as he caught site of the bed, and he tried to push his nerves back. This was Reid. He must not have hid them very well, because Reid was looking at him with concern.
“You say the word, and we stop.”
Luke nodded, and sat down on the edge of the bed.
“You’re too far away, Dr. Oliver.” Luke said, earning another smirk from Reid.
“Is that right, Mr. Snyder?” Before he could change his mind, Luke reached for Reid’s hand and pulled him closer. He slid his hands up around Reid’s neck and tugged his head down until they were almost kissing. Reid wouldn’t let Luke move him any closer.
“Reid, if you don’t start touching me right now…”
“What?” Reid murmured. “What are you going to do about it, Mr. Snyder?” Luke inhaled as Reid’s breath ghosted across his lips. Deciding two could play that game, Luke met his gaze.
“My name is Luke.”
“Is it now?” Reid leaned closer, his hands supporting his weight on the bed. Luke started to slowly slide up the bed towards the pillows and Reid followed, like a panther stalking his prey. He was very careful not to let them actually touch, but it didn’t matter. By the time they reached the head of the bed, Luke felt like every one of his nerve endings was on fire.
It had never been like this with Noah, this all consuming passion. As Reid settled himself between Luke’s legs, both men groaned as they came into contact with each other. Luke ran his hands along Reid’s back, digging his nails in lightly as Reid suddenly ground against him.
There was a look in Reid’s eyes, startling Luke.
“What?” Luke asked, tracing a finger along Reid’s lips.
“I just never thought…” He looked uncomfortable as he trailed off.
“Oh, my God.” Luke let out a chuckle. “You’re a closet romantic.”
“You take that back.”
“No way.” Reid grabbed Luke’s arms, one in each hand, and pinned them above Luke’s head. He kissed him lightly, barely letting there lips touch. Luke was on the verge of a moan when Reid pulled back.
“Take it back, or else.” He teased, a devious expression on his face.
“Or else what?” Reid leaned down, his tongue licking a path along Luke’s neck up to his ear, making Luke shiver.
“Or I’ll call you Luciano.” Reid whispered in his ear, and Luke froze.
Time stopped.
“Shh! Just close your eyes, Luciano. Pretend I’m Noah. It’ll all be over in a few minutes.”
It was like he was back in that storage locker.
“Don’t be so worried, Luciano. It’s not going to hurt, and you might actually enjoy it.”
He could hear someone calling his name, but he couldn’t seem to form words. Instinct urged him to flee, so he did, scrambling off the bed, and across the room, his back slamming hard into the wall as he hit it and then slid down to the floor.
“That’s a good boy. Good little baby-making boy.”
He couldn’t breathe.
Hands tried to touch him and he whimpered.
“Luke, damn it, look at me.” Reid’s voice penetrated his fog; Zoe’s taunts fading for the moment as he tried to focus on what Reid was saying.
He realized that he was sitting on the floor, in the corner of Reid’s bedroom, practically hyperventilating.
“Oh, God.” Luke gasped out. “I’m sorry, I don’t…”
“Luke.” Reid said his name again. “Look at me.”
In what seemed like ages, but probably only took moments, Luke finally made himself meet Reid’s gaze.
“Are you all right?”
“Yes.” Luke exhaled. He knew it was a lie even as he said it. His heart was racing, and his hands were shaking. He was as far from all right as he could get.
“Tell me the truth.” Reid practically ordered.
“I’ll be fine in a minute.” That much seemed to be true. He was calming down now.
They sat there in silence, Reid shifting so that he was sitting next to him, back against the wall as well.
“Has that ever happened before?” Reid asked, after letting Luke get his bearings.
“No.” Luke shook his head. He had no idea what had just happened.
“Any idea what caused it?” Luke could hear the emotions in Reid’s voice, and knew the other man must be freaked out.
“No.”
“I called you Luciano.” Reid said, and Luke flinched. He glanced at Reid and saw his knowing expression.
“It’s what she called me.” Luke whispered. “Zoe.” Reid nodded. “You had my hands, and I couldn’t move, but it was fine and then you said…”
“I’m sorry.” Reid apologized, running a hand through his hair.
“What?” Luke asked, upset. “Why? You couldn’t know.” He sighed. “This is my fault.”
“You were a victim, Luke. If it’s anyone’s fault, it’s Zoe’s.”
“I should have told you what happened before we tried…” He trailed off.
“We can try again, if you want.” Luke stared at him in disbelief.
“Even after…You still…” He couldn’t seem to form words.
“I told you. I want you.” Reid smiled. “I don’t know why either, if it makes you feel better. Just you being you seems to do it.”
Luke gave him a weak smile.
“Before we try again…we should…I should…” He groaned. “There are things you need to know; even if I don’t want to tell you.”
“I’m getting that.” Reid slowly stood up, and held his hand out for Luke. “Come on.”
Luke took it after a second and let Reid lead him back downstairs.