It's been some time journal. Some time since I've used you to express how I feel ( Read more... )

Tonight, I ended up missing things and people tonight ( Read more... )

I think that there is something in the world that is trying to get me back for whatever wrongs I've done in my past life ( Read more... )

I was reminded last night that I was supposed tohave some pages of my work pulled and sent to a publisher to see ifthey were in any way worthy of being printed for the mass public.  I'dforgotten about that in all the drama that is my life, but it seemslike something that I should do.  Maybe I should at least gather someof the old pages that I've ( Read more... )

If the first 48 hours are telling me how my week will go, this week will be overpowering and will make me take time to myself in the days following it. Things are rapidly changing, some are simply a symbolic change that I am creating in my own world and some are based in reality and have an real impact on me and the way that I will move forward in ( Read more... )

All right. Here it is. I'm actually feeling like writing something for the moment ( Read more... )

It's funny how certain actions can make it seem like you've opened doors for things that you never wanted to take place. I feel that my computers are being used to hurt me now. I haven't had much will to be on my own computer. Being online only seems to cause me pain. Today I saw a simply amazing picture of Anthony on David's flickr site and it ( Read more... )

I still haven't played with the modem or router to really figure out why I am getting such slow download speeds for my torrent downloads. The problem is probably something to do with it being on DSL and not having the connections set right. I still am able to download but it stops at around 25 kb/s but for it to hold near that is rare. Either ( Read more... )

I've been here in Sequim for a full day and night now. Today, I returned the truck to a rental place and went to Costco with my brother. Coming back to what is for the time being, my home again, I tried to clear up a little bit of what will become my room. I still haven't got my bed in the room yet and for now have been sleeping on the top bunk ( Read more... )

Once again, I'm here at work waiting for the day to run out it's time so that I can leave and head back home or possibly to a movie. I've yet to decide. I'm also here waiting for Anthony to stop by and see what's going on in that realm. I think the basic idea behind all things is to drive toward being happy. Why I tossed that line in there, I'm ( Read more... )