This Is Your Chance.... Don't Mess It Up
Once again, I'm here at work waiting for the day to run out it's time so that I can leave and head back home or possibly to a movie. I've yet to decide. I'm also here waiting for Anthony to stop by and see what's going on in that realm. I think the basic idea behind all things is to drive toward being happy. Why I tossed that line in there, I'm not fully sure.
Last night I started playing Myst III: Exile on the XboX. Yes, I realize this game is years old and I'm a bit late in playing it. But MVP Baseball wasn't wanting to play on the game system last night, so I thought that I would try playing a Myst game again. It's been ages since I've played one. I don't think I've actually played Myst since I still lived at home with my dad, which was when I was still 17. Anyway, while I only played for about 15 minutes before I started to drift off to sleep, I was really into it. I totally got into a "Oh my God, what'll happen if I push this?" and "I wonder where this goes" and "Why did that guy steal the book for Atrus?" Needless to say I want to play more.
Depending on if Anthony wants to go out tonight or just spend an evening at home, I'm thinking that I might suggest we go see the movie 300 or something new that's playing. There have been all these cool movie ads out lately and since I've had no money for the past 3 months I haven't been able to do a damn thing about it, but since I can probably find the money to spend to see a movie with him and do something more "Boyfriend" like than just sit at home I might as well try.
Anthony brought that up a few nights ago. He was commenting how we don't do anything boyfriend like. We just hangout at home and have people over or play games or watch tv etc etc. I first reply was that we didn't have any money to do anything such as even goto dinner. He commented how Kevin and I used to do Tea Tuesday, and how Blake and I had gone to the zoo or the movies or dinners, and while all those things are true, it's not like I'm trying to not do those things with Anthony. I honestly just haven't had the money. And it's bad weather to goto the zoo lately. I also said we can't do tea tuesday because he's not 21, but that was somewhat of a rude reply, as I knew what he was driving at. Hopefully this offer to see a movie, and depending on how much money he got from doing some odd jobs over on Vashon, maybe grab a bite to eat will turn things around and show him that I will and do want to do things that "normal" couples do, it's just that I've been so driven to get myself back into a state where I'm able to do those things or take care of the people that I'm with again.
Anyway, how's that for coming out of hiding and back into the world of LJ
Last night I started playing Myst III: Exile on the XboX. Yes, I realize this game is years old and I'm a bit late in playing it. But MVP Baseball wasn't wanting to play on the game system last night, so I thought that I would try playing a Myst game again. It's been ages since I've played one. I don't think I've actually played Myst since I still lived at home with my dad, which was when I was still 17. Anyway, while I only played for about 15 minutes before I started to drift off to sleep, I was really into it. I totally got into a "Oh my God, what'll happen if I push this?" and "I wonder where this goes" and "Why did that guy steal the book for Atrus?" Needless to say I want to play more.
Depending on if Anthony wants to go out tonight or just spend an evening at home, I'm thinking that I might suggest we go see the movie 300 or something new that's playing. There have been all these cool movie ads out lately and since I've had no money for the past 3 months I haven't been able to do a damn thing about it, but since I can probably find the money to spend to see a movie with him and do something more "Boyfriend" like than just sit at home I might as well try.
Anthony brought that up a few nights ago. He was commenting how we don't do anything boyfriend like. We just hangout at home and have people over or play games or watch tv etc etc. I first reply was that we didn't have any money to do anything such as even goto dinner. He commented how Kevin and I used to do Tea Tuesday, and how Blake and I had gone to the zoo or the movies or dinners, and while all those things are true, it's not like I'm trying to not do those things with Anthony. I honestly just haven't had the money. And it's bad weather to goto the zoo lately. I also said we can't do tea tuesday because he's not 21, but that was somewhat of a rude reply, as I knew what he was driving at. Hopefully this offer to see a movie, and depending on how much money he got from doing some odd jobs over on Vashon, maybe grab a bite to eat will turn things around and show him that I will and do want to do things that "normal" couples do, it's just that I've been so driven to get myself back into a state where I'm able to do those things or take care of the people that I'm with again.
Anyway, how's that for coming out of hiding and back into the world of LJ