... I'm firmly decided now that unless something very positive for my mental health starts happening here by then, come the new year I'll be actively looking to move back to London.

I'm sat here all alone at home yet again, but slightly more significantly as, well, it's Halloween for starters, and then again it's a Saturday so friends in London would have been out pubbing, clubbing and partying anyway, and then again a bunch of them are having fun up in Whitby. Needless to say the loneliness is hitting again, but anyway ( Read more... )

*sigh*, as well as the whole mess of trying to get out and about more and that causing me to hide away in bed on some days, like today, my libido is also going

NUTSwhich is incredibly frustrating ( Read more... )

I'm going slowly crazier today ( Read more... )

So, I started this year nominally not-single, but in hindsight effectively so, and end it on much the same note, but mostly towards the 'single' end of things ( Read more... )

:( I SO want some people-company this evening, but obviously that hasn't happened nor likely to happen. Just some folk to chill out on a sofa with, eat and watch TV/movies would be good.

I SO need to get my ass back to London permanently :/.

I am just back from London after a lovely late afternoon and early evening with emmavescence. I had a great time, but there is some frustration as she's found herself interested in someone else (who looks to be monogamous), so we're being platonic for now.

( This comes on the back of not... )

Yeah, the tonsil is no better today. I have an alarm set for 0745 tomorrow to phone the doctors for an appointment.

The 'damn it' is because I'm also feeling lonely, and of course have no prospect of being social until next Saturday at least, and even that might have to be cancelled depending on what happens about the tonsil :/.

I find myself feeling more and more down lately. Some might go "aha! Maybe the medication WAS helping some then!", but I still disagree. There's adequate external reasons for this. I've not been able to see either person in my love/sex life much at all lately, and indeed before going to London yesterday to spend the day with xugglybug (clarification: she ( Read more... )

Oops, I got out of the habit of updating regularly it seems ( Read more... )