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I find myself feeling more and more down lately. Some might go "aha! Maybe the medication WAS helping some then!", but I still disagree. There's adequate external reasons for this. I've not been able to see either person in my love/sex life much at all lately, and indeed before going to London yesterday to spend the day with xugglybug (clarification: she's NOT one of the love/sex life people for me) I'd not been out with anyone at all in something like 10 days. It will still be around another 2 weeks until I see pogodragon again, and by then will have been a total of 5 weeks :(.
Basically I'm getting out less just recently and also finding less to do to fill my time otherwise. In part this is why I finally got around to doing some work on fysh.org as I had really NOTHING else to do with my time. By now, ideally, I'd be seeing a psychologist weekly for CBT, but we all know what the NHS is like, itterly crap. I'll be lucky to start such by the turn of the year.
I think I do need some online game to bury my head in again. For the cheapness of it I'll likely first see if I can get back into playing Battlefield 2, as I already own it, no extra cost is entailed etc.
Today I didn't even move out of bed until 19:25. That was part reaction to actually being out yesterday, the almost inevitable crash after having had a good time.
Hopefully this will pass soon, as it is wont to do.
Basically I'm getting out less just recently and also finding less to do to fill my time otherwise. In part this is why I finally got around to doing some work on fysh.org as I had really NOTHING else to do with my time. By now, ideally, I'd be seeing a psychologist weekly for CBT, but we all know what the NHS is like, itterly crap. I'll be lucky to start such by the turn of the year.
I think I do need some online game to bury my head in again. For the cheapness of it I'll likely first see if I can get back into playing Battlefield 2, as I already own it, no extra cost is entailed etc.
Today I didn't even move out of bed until 19:25. That was part reaction to actually being out yesterday, the almost inevitable crash after having had a good time.
Hopefully this will pass soon, as it is wont to do.