Arghghg, me so horny
*sigh*, as well as the whole mess of trying to get out and about more and that causing me to hide away in bed on some days, like today, my libido is also going
NUTS
which is incredibly frustrating.
And this is happening at the same time as I'm feeling lonely, and despite knowing I'm really in no shape to date, I can't help but try and reach out (I even sent some messages on OKCupid!). So I'm doing that but also knowing that a chunk of this is probably just my libido, and that would be unfair to anyone I dated unless I knew for sure that they understood about it and didn't mind, and hey, who knows, maybe they're just as lonely and horny as well and we could mutually slake our lusts together, no matter what has been agreed, or not, about any prospects for things going forwards.
And, arghghghg!
NUTS
which is incredibly frustrating.
And this is happening at the same time as I'm feeling lonely, and despite knowing I'm really in no shape to date, I can't help but try and reach out (I even sent some messages on OKCupid!). So I'm doing that but also knowing that a chunk of this is probably just my libido, and that would be unfair to anyone I dated unless I knew for sure that they understood about it and didn't mind, and hey, who knows, maybe they're just as lonely and horny as well and we could mutually slake our lusts together, no matter what has been agreed, or not, about any prospects for things going forwards.
And, arghghghg!