Boy oh boy ... why does this thing even still exist ( Read more... )

Today my son is 4, a whole 4 years old ( Read more... )

It's been a long while since I've made an entry. I've not really forgotten about lj I've just been so busy. Two kids... Full time job. James is usually gone so it really just does not leave much time for me. I think a lot about writing in here. I want to capture my... Life that was kinda always the point right capturing memories points in our ( Read more... )

Things have been rough lately, just a lot of change. I quit my job at the hotel .... money wise it was a great decision but ... just life wise not so much ( Read more... )

Had an odd memory today. I threw on a sweater at my moms house I didn't remember her having. Its always cold though ... so I always just head to her closet when I get there. I smelled different detergent than she usually uses so I asked where it came from. She said ooh I've had it I think it used to be Danielles or your dads or something.... So I ( Read more... )

James is gone so I've had a lot more thinking time and alone time to kinda just chill ... I didn't really get a chance to chronical my holidays and all that jazz or really any part of my life these last few months because I've just been so busy. I really like to keep little time capsules on here on LJ, it has been really helpful for me to see my ( Read more... )

And then the moment came where I realized how much I miss being pregnant came. This is a surprising and new feeling for me. I hated being pregnant having a newborn... Post partum everything I didn't really enjoy it the first time and this last time it was... Really wonderful. James and I really connected so much through the growth and birth of ( Read more... )

We are finally reaching the end of what has been quite the most up and down ... crazy as shit year of my life ( Read more... )

So sleepy this morning, I did 4 suduko and ... 3 of them I couldn't finish and they were on easy haha so you know its an off morning for me. I am extremely thankful that for the first time in MONTHS I didn't pull a double and I just had to come into work this morning. So while I am sleepy I am not aching and exhausted and dead ( Read more... )

::sigh:: I miss my husband .... I mean not in the way it sounds, I don't miss being married to him or the relationship ( Read more... )