I was so tired on Friday that I just wanted to go home and go to bed, but Chris told me that he would be home and online, so I got online to chat and play World of Warcraft with him. Eventually he told me that he was going out to meet one of his friends, and this is when I finally tell you about that group he was a member of and that he’s rejoined ( Read more... )

Last Friday, I sent Dirk an email that included two emoticons: a smiley face and this little guy: :P ( Read more... )

Last night, I was reconsidering the two messages that David sent me on Monday and I realized that he’s still a douchebag who is using me. What he’s getting from me has changed, though, of course. Now he wants me to edit things he’s written in English (because he’s a native French speaker) and find a cable that would work with his movie projector ( Read more... )

Seeing my psychiatrist last night was fantastic. I know now that I really need to make my mental health a priority and work on my issues so that I can function as a normal adult, but sometimes just spewing out my problems to someone makes me feel a lot better ( Read more... )

Chris has been in Prague for a little under 48 hours and he has almost exactly 48 hours until he leaves for Vienna. I can say, then, that the first half of his visit has been wonderful ( Read more... )

I’m experiencing a low. I am extremely depressed and although I’m trying to reach out to friends, I actually feel a much stronger desire to curl up in the fetal position than to fight off the depression with social contact. I suppose that’s pretty bad then ( Read more... )

Here’s an article in the New York Times on “The Biggest Loser,” and it focuses on how a lot of people today can’t cook, which leads them to eat out more, which leads to unhealthy choices and, of course, obesity ( Read more... )

I have yet to buy a scale. I’m still dieting, of course, but it’s much harder to track my progress without one ( Read more... )

The other night, Chris told me that he wants me to be his girlfriend until the end of his days.

I was delighted, but I facetiously replied: “Girlfriend?!He told me that he meant to say his “lady love ( Read more... )

This week is flying by. I feel like it was only yesterday that I was putting Chris on the train to Vienna; in a week, I could be preparing to go there myself ( Read more... )