I thought Date #4 with Zak was the best yet-very relaxed and comfortable with good conversation. The goodbye was a hug and kiss with my remarking that it was nice to see him and his chiming in that it was nice to see me too and then a “see you soon.” He didn’t contact me at all on Saturday so I texted him around noon on Sunday before I went to ( Read more... )

Everything has been up and down, up and down. London was amazing (although up and down, up and down). I loved the tiny bit of the city that I saw but hardly saw anything at all. It was also great to see Kev, but the most valuable time was probably that which I spent alone ( Read more... )

I don’t think I was entirely prepared for the talk with Chris last night. Even after 11 months of dating, I didn’t expect his condescending tone and basically spent the whole time wanting to kick him in the testicles ( Read more... )

Around 3:30 or 4 on Friday, Chris responded to my email, saying something like “it’s not that easy.” Was there anything easy about my suggestion that we go our separate ways and he seek therapy? Also, he wants us to talk on Tuesday. He basically said nothing, just that he doesn’t know what he wants and that he’d have a clearer head on Tuesday ( Read more... )

I got home from my movie night around 11:30 and got on Skype. Chris popped on a few minutes later. If I were home, I'd just paste the conversation that we had, but I don't have that privilege here, so, basically he said that he regretted dumping me and that he's pissed at his life. He said that he feels empty ( Read more... )

David actually did miss his first flight from London on Saturday the 25th, because he was late. He missed the second on Monday the 27th because he went to the wrong airport. He returned to Prague on Tuesday morning and emailed me shortly after, asking to come over to my apartment that night. He was hoping that I would sleep with him. Obviously ( Read more... )

No weight loss to report this week, but I’m ok with that. I’ve maintained my previous weight loss, and I’ll pledge a better week to come ( Read more... )

In regards to all the comments on yesterday’s post, I now feel like I finally, finally understand the point that so many of you have been trying to make for…years now? And last night, I was thinking I would break up with Chris and have some alone time, but I decided not to be hasty and at least sleep on it ( Read more... )

On July 9, I turned 27. I got a text from David in the morning, asking if I wanted to do lunch and if there were any nice restaurants in close proximity of my office. Considering that he is the sommelier for four of the nicest restaurants in Prague, I responded no. We met anyway, and he brought me raspberries, kissed me on the lips when he saw ( Read more... )

I'm in Vienna for a few more hours. A couple of Chris' friends should be here in an hour ( Read more... )