hey, havent written in a while but havent been up to much. just the food thing isnt too good, i dont have the will power to resist food. i even said i will try harder but nope, that failed. but hopefully ill think about it more like i did a couple of weeks ago and itll be better.
my friends have been good lately everything is back to normal now ( Read more... )

 even more depressed than yesterday,

my "friends" are no longer. one i thought was alright with me tore my poster down and put my work and the ripped up paper onto another table  in my area of our art studio at school so tomorrow im just going to advoid them as much as i can. this morning i got shouted at by my physics teacher as i didnt go to ( Read more... )

hey,
the past week has been really bad as you could probably tell by my blogs if uve read some of them but im now more determined than ever as i look to you lot as inspiration. If you lot can eat about 250 cals a day then so can i!!  lol  some abit weird but yea....
My friends still being nasty to me :(  i have like 1 real friend thats in my school i ( Read more... )

Down to 95.

 OMG!!  so cant beleive what i have eaten yesterday and today!  seriously loads...enough for an obese person.  im not even gonna bother tryin to say what i have eaten.
i really need will power with this not eatin  its hard to resist some food like today i had these pastry things with chocolate i seriously shouldnt have eaten them but its hard to say ( Read more... )

 
hey everyone!,
yesterday i did really well lol part from a cheese sandwich i had at lunch lol, however 2day i did totally crap!!  i have had 9 biscuits :O  my god!!!   that is about 300 cals!!!  wtf???   
today my friends werent too bad today went to lunch with them again today it was a bit better its maily because gemma was there she never leave me ( Read more... )

 hey everyone,
yesterday and today have been doing well-for today its mainly because i am feeling down because my "friends" act if i am not there. They dont really talk to me, if i say something they would either ignore me or say something in a really sarcastic way. It just gets me so down, feel like crying sometimes. Today i went home at lunch as i ( Read more... )

Hey guys. This is my first entry (in the group ( Read more... )

 How is everyone doing?  I just got back from home today and I finally got a chance to weigh myself since last thursday...and I lost 6lbs!!!!!   I'm so psyched.  My diet has been rockin'!  I'm going on a cruise this comng monday, so I need to make sure I look hot in the bikini.  Thanks everyone for the support!  Keep holding strong!
sw:  108.2 lbs
cw ( Read more... )

I had (prior to my computer's crashing) found a rather nifty picture on one've the "pro-anorexia" website "thinspiration" pages.. It was pretty striking in memory, and so I'm going out on a limb in hope that its description might ring a bell ( Read more... )