A desperate cry for attention!!
hey everyone,
yesterday and today have been doing well-for today its mainly because i am feeling down because my "friends" act if i am not there. They dont really talk to me, if i say something they would either ignore me or say something in a really sarcastic way. It just gets me so down, feel like crying sometimes. Today i went home at lunch as i thought there will be no point me being there if they are just not going to care anyway. I cant just make new friends because i know everyone in my year and dont like half the people bacause they are just not that friendly.
So it is making me diet even more which is a good thing but i just feel so depressed. i feel like if i eat barely anything for the next month or two then ill get skinnier and realise i need their attention and support to help or if they really do care they would maybe worry about me, thats if they notice that is.
anyway today i have had:
1 weetabix- 60 cals
1 small apple- 30 cals
some of my dinner- 250 cals
so today i have had about 340 cals which is good for me! and i work a lot everyday so that prob burns about 150 cals at least lol woot hopefully i can cut down on the dinner then itll be even better!
lv emz xxx
yesterday and today have been doing well-for today its mainly because i am feeling down because my "friends" act if i am not there. They dont really talk to me, if i say something they would either ignore me or say something in a really sarcastic way. It just gets me so down, feel like crying sometimes. Today i went home at lunch as i thought there will be no point me being there if they are just not going to care anyway. I cant just make new friends because i know everyone in my year and dont like half the people bacause they are just not that friendly.
So it is making me diet even more which is a good thing but i just feel so depressed. i feel like if i eat barely anything for the next month or two then ill get skinnier and realise i need their attention and support to help or if they really do care they would maybe worry about me, thats if they notice that is.
anyway today i have had:
1 weetabix- 60 cals
1 small apple- 30 cals
some of my dinner- 250 cals
so today i have had about 340 cals which is good for me! and i work a lot everyday so that prob burns about 150 cals at least lol woot hopefully i can cut down on the dinner then itll be even better!
lv emz xxx