Oct 05, 2007 20:50
OMG!! so cant beleive what i have eaten yesterday and today! seriously loads...enough for an obese person. im not even gonna bother tryin to say what i have eaten.
i really need will power with this not eatin its hard to resist some food like today i had these pastry things with chocolate i seriously shouldnt have eaten them but its hard to say no but from now on im gonna be more strict with myself!!
i just want to be skinny so much im gonna be more serious about this diet and im gonna tell my parents so that they know not to buy me any fatty foods!!
i am so desperate im almost cryin i just need lots of support from you lot as you lot are the only ones that understand why i am doing this!!
because i think im fat and over eat and it is a desperate cry for attention from people just so that i know they care....
lv ya all
lv emz xxx