i haven't posted or a while but anyways, a few weeks ago was my exams so i let myself eat whatever i wanted but some reason i didnt want and i lost 4lbs- so happy! But that was a few weeks ago and now i have but that back on and i just wish i had the will power to stop eating. sometimes i dont even think, i get up in the morning and have a bowl of ( Read more... )

If anyone knows some foods that flight bloat, please let me know.  I have to do some food shopping tomorrow and need to make a list.

hey, omg i havent been on her for months and i just let myself go and im nearly 8stone and i hate myself for it.
well i recently watched some catwalks on tv and thought id share some pics that are going to keep my going and try to lose a stone(14pounds):


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I'm finally here! Hey everyone my names jen and i just got accepted. I've been reading your posts for a while now and i have to say, all of you are beautiful inspirational people. thanks for all the support i've gotten from u so far ( Read more... )

Ok so i dont know what to do because my mom dosnt fully know that im anorexic yet and she found me on a pro ana site.ahh idk what to do because if she finds out im going to be going to counceling and my school counselor already suspects things so like what should i do to keep there minds at ease???  I dont want to get caught but i dont want to stop ( Read more... )

hey, havent written in a long time so thought ill say how i have been doing...
thnx to my food diary it is easier to count cals and how much i need to cut down, but now and then i give up for a moment and eat something really fatten and loads of it for example:  on monday i had 6 biscuits. ewwwwwwww      even worse yesterday i had 3 packets of ( Read more... )

hey, i havent written in ages, hope all is good and hope you all had a good xxmas!, 
just recently i have been doing quite well, its not a matter of i dont want to eat i just cant be bothered to make anything and i dont really fancy anything,
i also found out that coffee is good at making you not so hungry,  i use to feel really ill if i didnt eat ( Read more... )

hey, i havent written a blog in ages so how is everyone? happy dieting??
with me it is the usually, doing rubbish as usual, 600 cal intake but i walk a lot so maybe it may go down to 500  hopefully.
had my mock exams today and yesterday for my a-levels, chemistry was okay, prob got a grade b    art was boring just had to copy a sheet, today we has ( Read more... )

At *least* a year ago, I vividly recall seeing a "thinspo" (gag me) picture for which I've been searching for madly for the past three months ( Read more... )

I got the idea of purging..
I just cant seem to get past spitting up.
What is the next step? 
This is big for me, I havent puked since I was like 11, and I had a stomach flu.
I need some advice !