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i haven't posted or a while but anyways, a few weeks ago was my exams so i let myself eat whatever i wanted but some reason i didnt want and i lost 4lbs- so happy! But that was a few weeks ago and now i have but that back on and i just wish i had the will power to stop eating. sometimes i dont even think, i get up in the morning and have a bowl of cereal afterwards i think why the hell did i eat that. its like i dont realise im eaten until afterwards when i feel guilty and when ive put on weight. i just eel such a failure, especially when i read some of your blogs girls when you say how much you have eaten, i usually have eaten at least 3 times as much, im such a fat pig. i dont know how you do it sometimes, man i wish i had the willpower to starve myself as much as you lot. i can do it for a little while then im back to pigging out again. :( someone help me!
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