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I've only had a coffee today, but I'm having this insaciable urge to eat chocolate.  I'm probably getting my period soon which is why I feel so bloated, and that in and of itself is not making me very happen.  It's the third month in a row I've gotten it  and that's the first time in 5 years.  Sucks.  Anyway I have my therapists apointment today ( Read more... )

why is it that chivalry has died.  i'm old fashioned and believe that men should make the first move, but lately it's like if i want to date a guy i need to do all the asking.  i want to be asked dammit!!!!!  and by someone cute!

    Well I just got back from my cruise and it was awesome.  I thought I had gained weight, but I actually lost...ON A CRUISE!  I saw some pictures of myself and I look alot skinnier than I thought.  I'm so psyched.  
    This month is a bummer though.  My birthday is tomorrow and I'm stuck working a red eye flight back from the west coast.  Oh well ( Read more... )

  I started a new job in a new state, and I don't know why but I keep gaining weight.  I know my metabolism is all messed up due to my ED, but still this is isane.  My comfort weight is between 90-95lbs.  I'm 106 now at 5'8 and I'm so uncomfortable I could scream.  I know that I have gained muscle and that muscle weighs more than fat, so that's a ( Read more... )

I've been needing a lot of encouragement lately.I've been working out alot by cleaning out my grandparents house (they just passed), and it hasn't been cleaned in at least 20 years.  Trying to not eat any carbs  and lots of vegetables and fruits, but I haven't been losing that fast.  98lbs at 5'7 and I want to get back down to 94lbs.  Any ( Read more... )