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I've only had a coffee today, but I'm having this insaciable urge to eat chocolate. I'm probably getting my period soon which is why I feel so bloated, and that in and of itself is not making me very happen. It's the third month in a row I've gotten it and that's the first time in 5 years. Sucks. Anyway I have my therapists apointment today and I'm not excited to go cause she works at the old eating disorders clinic that I had been to. Which means that I need to see all the other girls that are currently in the center. I feel like a whale. In a weird way it gives me motication to lose weight. Ugh!!!!!