While bored and still longing for a chance to find a relationship with someone, I still browse a bit on this dating site that I have had a little success (well, getting some real people on it who want more than just sex it seems) at least once a day. Mainly I check to see if anyone ever messages me or even looks at me. Honestly, it is tough though ( Read more... )

-Yesterday I joined my family and relatives for Thanksgiving Lunch. It was the first time that I wore a dress(specifically the blue sundress that I wore for the museum in the summer) for any family, but I wanted to dress nice. It was fine though. I thought I looked alright, and no one made a positive or negative comment about my appearance except ( Read more... )

Last week, I decided to skim through a free but good dating site to see if anyone would be interested in replying or anything. I spent a few hours over a few days reading over profiles of girls who lived nearby and I felt would be a good match with me. I messaged a few of the girls that I thought were interesting, maybe shared common interests with ( Read more... )

Things have been okay in my life for the last few weeks. Not good, not bad, just okay. I spend time with my friends that I am thankful for, but I still have the same issues on my mind ( Read more... )

So I sort have been seeing this girl Elissa for a while. Technically we have only gotten together 3 times. The 2nd time was after the souring lack of communication from her, and she offered a very generalized excuse that she was "busy" more or less that she could not send me a text or call within 24 hours of me expecting to hear from her on why she ( Read more... )

The next day after my date (Sunday), I sent Elissa a text around lunchtime just asking how she was. I never heard back from her that day. On Monday evening, I decided to text her asking how she had been lately after I got home from work. I did get a response back that night but at 1:38am which woke me up saying simply "Great you?". I was hoping ( Read more... )

I had a date last night. It was with a girl that I met on a dating site called Okcupid.com. It is pretty good. Anyways, after a week on the site, I finally was able to message this girl. She is cute and attractive, has a lot of similar geeky interests, and lives nearby. I also found out later that she is transgender too when I re-read her profile. ( Read more... )

I have joined various dating sites or other profile sites trying to see what my options are in online dating. I always have been told that trying to find a serious relationship in a bar or club is not a good idea. Everything I hear is that they are usually full of just one night stands or short flings. It has been about a month now, still nothing ( Read more... )

Last night Nicole, Yumi, and I went to go see The Dark Knight Rises midnight premiere. I had been wanting to cosplay to it for a long time now, and I finally got to. I wanted to go as a Christopher Nolan version of Poison Ivy I originally had a different vision for my character, like as an eco-terrorist. I could not find the exact combination of ( Read more... )

I can't help but get a little envious when I read other young trans women who take hormones and experience the whole "constantly sore boobs". I never have experienced that like many of these women talk about, and I will admit it makes me feel like I was a little cheated a bit on my transition experience. Makes me feel less like a woman in a way. I ( Read more... )