I had a date last night
I had a date last night. It was with a girl that I met on a dating site called Okcupid.com. It is pretty good. Anyways, after a week on the site, I finally was able to message this girl. She is cute and attractive, has a lot of similar geeky interests, and lives nearby. I also found out later that she is transgender too when I re-read her profile. It made no difference to me that she was cis or trans, I thought she is pretty, and she messaged me back. We eventually decided to get together the next night for dinner and go back to my apartment to watch a movie.
So last night, Elissa (that is her name) drove over (about a 30 minute drive for her), and we went out to TGIF. I figured it would be good, so we can get appetizers and deserts with that good deal that they have. We talked about a lot of things. She is a lawyer, but not many people hiring, so she is more freelance at the moment. I was unsure for a while if she was interested in me. We got back to the apartment, and she found "The Color of Magic" 2 part TV movie on netflix to watch that I had not seen before. After a while, she asked if I wanted a back rub, and she gave me a good one for a long time it seemed. I figured that I show my appreciation as well by rubbing her back for a while too. Problem is, I did get up to go to the bathroom a few times throughout the night. I got back, then she started rubbing my hair on my scalp and neck real nicely. I decided to lay into her arm that then wrapped around me, I felt comfortable because someone seemed to want to be with me it seemed for once. I never really felt that way before.
After a while, she eventually proceeded to look at me, I could tell she wanted to kiss. I was a bit nervous. I had never kissed anyone before. I leaned in and gave it a go. After kissing for maybe 30 seconds to a minute, I kind of quietly told her that she should know that she was my first kiss and that I apologized if I was a bad kisser. She said that she does not know if she is good or not either. I could tell that she wanted me that night. I never had that feeling before. It was strangely exciting and so nice. I did not feel that lonely and repulsive last night when I was with her.
We did not finish the movie, and I wanted to go with Nicole and Yumi (and Yumi's family) to see some of the meteor shower. Elissa said that she was tired and was ready to head back anyways. I walked back with her to her car, and she said how she wondered if I was interested into her or was shy because I was not really making any moves on her. I told her that I am shy and so inexperienced in relationships, that I did not know what I was doing really. We kissed and said to me that I ever feel like doing something with her, I should just do it.
Elissa said that she would come back this week at minimum to play Munchkin with Nicole and Yumi. I would think that they would get along pretty well. Elissa is definitely a bit shy herself it seems. I am still waiting to hear back from her today, I sent her a text around lunch asking how she was, but no response yet. She did say that she would be busy today. Hopefully things will go well with her in future. Maybe I will actually have a real relationship with someone that I like and she likes me in return...
So last night, Elissa (that is her name) drove over (about a 30 minute drive for her), and we went out to TGIF. I figured it would be good, so we can get appetizers and deserts with that good deal that they have. We talked about a lot of things. She is a lawyer, but not many people hiring, so she is more freelance at the moment. I was unsure for a while if she was interested in me. We got back to the apartment, and she found "The Color of Magic" 2 part TV movie on netflix to watch that I had not seen before. After a while, she asked if I wanted a back rub, and she gave me a good one for a long time it seemed. I figured that I show my appreciation as well by rubbing her back for a while too. Problem is, I did get up to go to the bathroom a few times throughout the night. I got back, then she started rubbing my hair on my scalp and neck real nicely. I decided to lay into her arm that then wrapped around me, I felt comfortable because someone seemed to want to be with me it seemed for once. I never really felt that way before.
After a while, she eventually proceeded to look at me, I could tell she wanted to kiss. I was a bit nervous. I had never kissed anyone before. I leaned in and gave it a go. After kissing for maybe 30 seconds to a minute, I kind of quietly told her that she should know that she was my first kiss and that I apologized if I was a bad kisser. She said that she does not know if she is good or not either. I could tell that she wanted me that night. I never had that feeling before. It was strangely exciting and so nice. I did not feel that lonely and repulsive last night when I was with her.
We did not finish the movie, and I wanted to go with Nicole and Yumi (and Yumi's family) to see some of the meteor shower. Elissa said that she was tired and was ready to head back anyways. I walked back with her to her car, and she said how she wondered if I was interested into her or was shy because I was not really making any moves on her. I told her that I am shy and so inexperienced in relationships, that I did not know what I was doing really. We kissed and said to me that I ever feel like doing something with her, I should just do it.
Elissa said that she would come back this week at minimum to play Munchkin with Nicole and Yumi. I would think that they would get along pretty well. Elissa is definitely a bit shy herself it seems. I am still waiting to hear back from her today, I sent her a text around lunch asking how she was, but no response yet. She did say that she would be busy today. Hopefully things will go well with her in future. Maybe I will actually have a real relationship with someone that I like and she likes me in return...