Just some quick updates and interesting things happening off the top of my head:

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This afternoon after work, I went nearby there to see Dr. McClung, an urologist that Dr. Garza suggested to see about getting an orchiectomy because he has referred other trans women there as well as being queer friendly apparently ( Read more... )

I came out to almost everyone else today about being transgender. I did mainly through facebook today. I changed my profile name and started tagging some pictures (the ones that I don't look that terrible in, which is difficult at times). I told my cousins who did not know through facebook before I changed it ( Read more... )

There has been a lot that has happened, and I have been meaning to write a good summary post at some point of interesting things that have happened lately but have been lazy too ( Read more... )

My grandma, that I call Nana, passed away last night in her sleep. She had not been doing so well lately. She was not eating or drinking on her own anymore, and she had a legal document that she previously signed in 1999 stating that she did not want her life prolonged artificially ( Read more... )

As I discussed in some detail with my friend Yumi tonight, I don't know how to change well. How do others feel confident to do things that they have never done before or meet people who they don't really know at all? Is it through their own confidence as a person? If so, I guess that is difficult for me to do. I don't really know how to like myself ( Read more... )

I met Yumi to work out at a park to swim and do weights this afternoon after work. I still stink at free-style swimming, but somehow I hope that I can figure out a way to improve ( Read more... )

My coworker Jared and I just got back from the supply fair that is here today at work, just vendors displaying products for sale ( Read more... )

I had 2 dreams last night that were interesting and a bummer while the other one was just depressing 
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Over the last few days, I have been kind of depressed. Some points were not so bad, and I did reach some low points. Like on Saturday evening, I embraced my pillow as I laid on my bed, hugging it close to my body wishing it was a real person that would actually want to touch me and embrace me back. I hugged it on my bed for 10 minutes, just feeling ( Read more... )