-Yesterday I joined my family and relatives for Thanksgiving Lunch. It was the first time that I wore a dress(specifically the blue sundress that I wore for the museum in the summer) for any family, but I wanted to dress nice. It was fine though. I thought I looked alright, and no one made a positive or negative comment about my appearance except ( Read more... )

Just some quick updates and interesting things happening off the top of my head:

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I came out to almost everyone else today about being transgender. I did mainly through facebook today. I changed my profile name and started tagging some pictures (the ones that I don't look that terrible in, which is difficult at times). I told my cousins who did not know through facebook before I changed it ( Read more... )

There has been a lot that has happened, and I have been meaning to write a good summary post at some point of interesting things that have happened lately but have been lazy too ( Read more... )

My grandma, that I call Nana, passed away last night in her sleep. She had not been doing so well lately. She was not eating or drinking on her own anymore, and she had a legal document that she previously signed in 1999 stating that she did not want her life prolonged artificially ( Read more... )

I am house and pet sitting this weekend for my parents, but my brother Connor is here too. On my way there this afternoon, I called my parents to give them the heads up that I was going to tell him and making sure they knew. My mom initially picked it up, but after she knew that I was going to talk about coming out, she immediately handed it off to ( Read more... )

On Friday April 13th, Yumi, Nicole, and I went to Groveton, TX to do the Davy Crockett Bear Chase.
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I only remember a few details of this dream last night but apparently I went into a building. A lot of my relatives and family were in there from my mom's side. I walked around and noticed that this was my cousin-in-law Grady's funeral. I don't remember seeing a casket or anything. I do remember one of his children was really sad while sitting on a ( Read more... )

Earlier today, I was at my little sister's birthday party. I am not allowed to present as a girl around any of them, so I basically presented as a male. While I was in a separate room to help my mom set the room up for a moment, my mom said to me quietly that I should wear a bra. She said that my chest is showing through that shirt some and that I ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days where I struggle to see myself as a girl and have doubt in my own identity. It is not that I do not want to see myself as a girl, but sometimes I just cannot see myself as a girl. I just sit there wondering how this ugly boy would ever be seen as a girl. Then I see all those physical flaws that reinforce why I think I am ( Read more... )