Again i havnt updated this thing in weeks. And again alot has happened. For starters shaun n i r over, completely. I cant even be friends with him any more. He was tryin to get with me when he already had a girl. For once i thought things were gona go back to how they used to be. In a way i was excited, considerin i only thought of the good times. ( Read more... )

I guess my new year started off ok. I didnt do anything new years' eve like i planned but oh well. Nothings really new except Kathi my walkersville friend is moving to arizona in febuary. That was my chic back in elementary school. We were so tight. I guess we still are but when i moved we kinda fell apart. That always happens. But im very sad and ( Read more... )

Well again its been a while since ive updated this thing. Havnt beenn up to too much except shoppin n workin. Christmas was good. I got an ipod, some cloths, socks and a new coat. I saw amber that day, she spent the night with me. The next day was my christmas party at my work. Man was it crazy. Everyone was either drunk or high, or both. I bet u ( Read more... )

Everyday i find myself looking for something, yet im not quite sure wut it is. I feel like something is missing but im not sure what to look for. I guess that past couple weeks have been ok. I havnt really done much besides work and hang out with some friends. Well and shaun too. Iv been hangin with him alot lately actually. Iv seen him like ever ( Read more... )

"with every good thing comes a bad thing".... Hm wut a quote. It may be true but to me it's bullshit. I am not about to write another entry about how my life goes more and more downhill everyday, cuz im sure u already kno. But since i last updated things havnt really changed.Im still a little upset about the whole "crush" thing. And for the record ( Read more... )

Hmmmm. Lets just say that my week generally sucked. Homecomming in walkersville was fun, I think i told ya about it. Kinda crazy but yea. Hmmmm Monday just sucked. It was susposed to be halloween, which to me is susposed to be fun. Well besides the fact i was up all night from phone calls, i get one in the morning that my step dad's car was ( Read more... )

              I guess this weekend has been ok. I went to Walkersville's homecomming yesterday. It was pretty fun. It was nice to see people that i grew up with. Man everyone has changed so much. Afterwards went to Beef's had some. Then headed to Maddy's for some more fun. Lol. It was wild. But yea. Came home today and was kinda sad. I miss that ( Read more... )

         I wake up everyday feeling great. But i alwayz wake up knowin that im alone. I swear Shaun cursed me. I just dont kno wut's wrong with me. I kno im 15 but by this time in everyone's life they have had a relationship a good one. Shaun and i's just plain sucked I might as well just face that. We couldn't stay with each other. But when we ( Read more... )

                                               I keep swearin that im gonna update this thing, but it's been about 3 months since ive actually got around to doing it. I guess u could say iv been busy or jus to lazy to get on the internet. Lol. Yea but man time flies. My summer was like gone in a blink of an eye. I guess it was alright. Didnt party ( Read more... )

Well i guess u can say that i forget to update this thing all the time. The past coule of months have been, well not too good. Like i knew it would shaun and i fell apart. We were doing really well with the whole relationship thing and i guess we both started to get bored with it. We couldnt make up our minds if we wanted to be together or not. We ( Read more... )