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Again i havnt updated this thing in weeks. And again alot has happened. For starters shaun n i r over, completely. I cant even be friends with him any more. He was tryin to get with me when he already had a girl. For once i thought things were gona go back to how they used to be. In a way i was excited, considerin i only thought of the good times. Stupid me i believed all the lies. But thank god i found the truth when i did. So many good things have came out of him bein gone.......
The greatest thing that has came outa it, is that i have my life back. I had it before but now i have so much more control over it. Without him im so much happier, calm, n the best part is i feel so good about myself. Its a really good feeling. But wuts even better is......
Josh. When i was 7 i never expected to crush on him. I think back to the waterside days n remember him, not too much but a little. Hes lived in smithsburg almost as long as iv lived in hagerstown. N it took us till now to actually start hangin out, like we used to. I have the funnest time with him. Jermey n him crack me up, their so funny. I dont think iv ever been out with him n not been constantly smilin. Not to mention he is soooo fuckin cute. I have a crush. I couldnt hold it in n finally broke down n told him that i liked him. Lets jus say we have a mutual agreement. But im not lookin 4 a relationship rite now, n neither is he. Im takin it day by day n lettin wut happens happens So im havin fun jus chillin wit him. Its always nice to have someone like that. But still im dreadin a day i really dont like......
Valentine's Day. iv never really gotten the point of this holiday. I understand its showin ur love 4 someone but really y does there have to b a day 2 do that. If u love a person u can do it any day. Ok mayb i need to stop but i jus hate it. I guess im saved though, i have to work. Therefore i dont have to sit at home n wonder y i feel alone. But overall im not, its jus that day makes me feel like shit. But unfortunately im prolly gona see over a million roses n diamonds n kisses exchanged but i guess iv seen worse. If the poeple r happy than im happy 4 them. So Happy Valentine's Day bitches, im out.
The greatest thing that has came outa it, is that i have my life back. I had it before but now i have so much more control over it. Without him im so much happier, calm, n the best part is i feel so good about myself. Its a really good feeling. But wuts even better is......
Josh. When i was 7 i never expected to crush on him. I think back to the waterside days n remember him, not too much but a little. Hes lived in smithsburg almost as long as iv lived in hagerstown. N it took us till now to actually start hangin out, like we used to. I have the funnest time with him. Jermey n him crack me up, their so funny. I dont think iv ever been out with him n not been constantly smilin. Not to mention he is soooo fuckin cute. I have a crush. I couldnt hold it in n finally broke down n told him that i liked him. Lets jus say we have a mutual agreement. But im not lookin 4 a relationship rite now, n neither is he. Im takin it day by day n lettin wut happens happens So im havin fun jus chillin wit him. Its always nice to have someone like that. But still im dreadin a day i really dont like......
Valentine's Day. iv never really gotten the point of this holiday. I understand its showin ur love 4 someone but really y does there have to b a day 2 do that. If u love a person u can do it any day. Ok mayb i need to stop but i jus hate it. I guess im saved though, i have to work. Therefore i dont have to sit at home n wonder y i feel alone. But overall im not, its jus that day makes me feel like shit. But unfortunately im prolly gona see over a million roses n diamonds n kisses exchanged but i guess iv seen worse. If the poeple r happy than im happy 4 them. So Happy Valentine's Day bitches, im out.