Time Goes By Fast
I keep swearin that im gonna update this thing, but it's been about 3 months since ive actually got around to doing it. I guess u could say iv been busy or jus to lazy to get on the internet. Lol. Yea but man time flies. My summer was like gone in a blink of an eye. I guess it was alright. Didnt party as much as i wanted to and really didnt accomplish wut i wanted to. I seriously thought that by the end of the summer i would have shaun back. Still no shaun. Lol. But suprisingly i am happy. Yes that is true i finally let him go. I never really thought i could do it. He was like my everything. I honestly didn't see life without him. Then one day i just got fed up and let it go. And i feel better than i have in months.
No doubt were still friends but ya kno how it goes. Anywayz i guess i spent the rest of my summer bein single, tryin to have some fun. Lol. I had a few good nights lol, skitzo and cam. Hahaha come on u all kno how i do. I got a job at Red Horse. Its pays good i like it. Ya kno. And my boss's son um let's jus say he's like really hott lol. But Tommy if ur readin this ur still only an 8. But i guess u can say were "hangin out", haha im not gonna put details on the inetrnet. But he's cool, everyone can't believe i like him cuz i guess he's not the type of guy i usually like. Two words - Abercrombie and Fitch....... But i needed a change and hes got a good personality and listens to good music. So i cant' complain.
So i guess ive gotten life together now. I can truly say that i am happy. Yea i have my moments where i hate myself but don't we all. And i think letting go of shaun helped alot. I let go of the pain and the anger that he brought. Ive been hangin out with this chic Amber alot lately. She's fuckin cool dude. We have some good times. I go to north high now unfortunately. I hate it. To all my rebels at south- I LOVE U!!!!!!!! I'm especially gonna miss my lacrosse team. Those r my bitches man. Oh well i guess life goes on. I'm tryin to get into tech next year and get the hell outta that shit hole of a school called north. Hahaha never in my life have i met people that r so stuck up. Hmmm yea. I went to south's homecomming couple weeks ago. It was fun. It was nice to see everyone. I'm goin to walkersville's this weekend and im so excited for it. I havn't seen people down there since last christmas. But i still love them too lol. Poor Beef lost to Alden Tuck for Homecomming Prince. Jessica Golub won which im excited about. Kinda glad it wasnt Caitlin Quicksell. I aint got nothin against her but im sick of seein her and Abbey Luke get so much attention. Hmmm anywayz. Halloween is this monday. Amber and i r gonna party, hopefully tommy comes with us. I dunno we'll have to wait and see. Well im out for the evening.