i almost never write in here, but i figured i should probably at least put my thoughts into writing to at least express some of my pent up stress ( Read more... )

so pissed. shinji got a promotion at work... was supposed to get like 500$ more a month. today, fuckers came and told him he will get promoted, but with no pay raise. just more hours, more shit he has to do AND night shifts. PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

a bit nervous. went to the gyno this week because i was having weird light pain on the left side near my bits, but a bit above. my lymph nodes are swollen, too, but have no other symptoms. but i figured, i should go and get everything checked out cause i havent in a while. doc said that the lymph nodes is probably nothing and it feels heaving there ( Read more... )

poor bean has a UTI. his first one, but its kinda bad. he has been kind of lethargic as of late, but his appetite is good and he has been peeing in his box, but since yesterday, he has been trying to force pee all over the house. so i took him to the vet this morning, and he pee sprinkled bloody pee pee all over the doctors office. so he got a shot ( Read more... )

i am currently annoyed at my co worker from australia. i know this sounds like jealousy, but its not really. she made a comment that pissed me off the other day. see, this girl is rich as hell. i know she made alot of risks and worked really hard to to get what she has now. she bought houses and invested in gold and silver and platinum. and thats ( Read more... )

feeling a bit bleh lately. i turned 30 this year, and i feel like my life isnt really going anywhere. i dont really have any plans anymore. no real dreams, nothing i really want to do. if someone gave me a million dollars, i dont know what i would do with it. there isnt really anything i would want to buy or study or anything. i have alot of free ( Read more... )

im so frustrated at shin lately. not all of it is his fault, but his misery is also making me miserable ( Read more... )

dad ( Read more... )

email from mom this morning ( Read more... )

havent posted in a while so i shall ( Read more... )