i almost never write in here, but i figured i should probably at least put my thoughts into writing to at least express some of my pent up stress
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i actually really wnat to be home with momma and friends if i have a kid, but i know that is unrealistic right now. i know that i can eventually go back home if i can get my degree and work at uni here for a while.. at least back tot he states where meeting people and seeing u guys wont be as hard. as for now, im stuck here either way. i figure i might as well get this pregnant kid thing over with while im able to still physically handle it. sometimes i forget that there is more to life than just the next 3 or 4 years. i just have to remember to keep wishing and not getting down by my present situation. we actually do have enough money and shin has a stable job. his parents are here to help, i just miss my mommy and u guys is all...
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