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a bit nervous. went to the gyno this week because i was having weird light pain on the left side near my bits, but a bit above. my lymph nodes are swollen, too, but have no other symptoms. but i figured, i should go and get everything checked out cause i havent in a while. doc said that the lymph nodes is probably nothing and it feels heaving there because in certain positions it get pinched and cause a little heavy feeling. but he said that some people are just prone to get swollen easier than others. but, he went inside to look anyway (btw, i thought this was supposed to be a lady doctor, walk into his office, and its a dude! slightly pissed, but what ya gonna do. already there. beh. guess he was nice enough. better than that other douche i had 2 years ago...) anyhoo.... my right ovary is swollen, much bigger than the left. he said teh left one looks great and so does my womb, but he took a blood test and cancer screening for the ovary.. im a bit nervous. ill find out the results on teh 28th. i dont have any other symptoms, so im hoping its not too big of a deal. but... scared all the same. that and in lonely, but dont care to go out. going out has become a pain in teh ass. whats wrong with me??? is this a sypmtom???? stupid christmas.. people having fun n what not. aint no presents under my 10 inch tree... im having lasagna for xmas.