I actually got to talk more with Zander today. We both finished early with the test in Chem, and I asked the teacher if I could go outside to study for a test in another class. The teacher likes me, despite the fact that I completely failed one of his pop quizzes earlier this year, and so he let me go. A few minutes later Zander came out, too. ( Read more... )

Okay, so I have the oddest story for today. The day itself didn't really get off to too good of a start, because Joshua spent all of English class trying to catch my attention (which meant that I spent all of English class trying to ignore him). When I was walking out of the classroom, he "bumped into me" and managed to turn his apology into a ( Read more... )

Right now, I want nothing more than to go home, fall down onto my bed, and cry. I want to just sit there and sob! There are too many things going wrong in my life for me to actually think about them; it's the same plodding disaster day after day after day and I'll never catch up but I'll never be allowed to drop out. It's a race where I have to ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend was fun. I got most of my homework done already; there's just a little left for me to fix up before tomorrow. I have a few math problems left on the assignment, and I think I'm supposed to be writing up the lab for Chem class, but I'm not sure if I'll have time tonight or if I'll just do it tomorrow (the lab's not due until ( Read more... )

Hm...Friday. There really aren't things too much better than Fridays. ...It's not too bad at home, yet. Father went to work today like usual. At least, if I hadn't known that this is one of the last few days when he'll ever be doing the "work like normal" thing for a while...it was less than usual. Somehow I can't forget that he's got a ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've cried ( Read more... )

He was looking! I have now turned my back on Stalker Joshua so that I may continue writing. Well...let's see. Here's a list of all of the ridiculous, terrible things that are currently on my mind because they've been following me around like bad luck ( Read more... )

So this is a test to see if stalker boy--also known as Joshua--will try to read what I'm writing. Joshua, if you're looking, bugger off! Now I'm just going to pretend to write and see if he looks...

My world has fallen to pieces, and all I was able to do was watch in horror as it came crashing down around me ( Read more... )

I'm still nervous about the election (results come back tomorrow!) but overall I'm a little more creeped out at the moment. I just got a phone call from the guy who sits next to me in English, whose name is apparently Joshua. I don't know how he got my phone number, but he did. I didn't even know his name until he called ( Read more... )