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Hm...Friday. There really aren't things too much better than Fridays. ...It's not too bad at home, yet. Father went to work today like usual. At least, if I hadn't known that this is one of the last few days when he'll ever be doing the "work like normal" thing for a while...it was less than usual. Somehow I can't forget that he's got a limited number of days of employment left.
But I don't have too much homework this weekend. It's really all manageable. For the first time in a while, I feel like I'm on top of things. Like I can get it all done. Right now, I know that no matter how difficult this year gets, I'll be able to live through it.
So since I've got such a crazily low amount of homework, I think I'm going to spend this weekend having fun. Tomorrow I'll be going to the movies with Dara, and maybe Stel, if she decides that she's finished enough of her homework. And inevitably, I'll spend a little time just plain old procrastinating.
It's odd, to be back to "normal" after having taken such a long departure from it. It's like it's no longer normal to be normal--like I'm coming back to my old life after a time spent away only to find that my life has moved on and I haven't moved with it. It's really an odd feeling. I wish it would go away. It implies that this is only an interlude between periods of insanity. Somehow, it makes me feel like another such period will be ready to hit me soon.
But I guess it's a little like I said before…it's a good thing human beings can't see the future. I don't know what the future brings. Therefore, while I can, I may as well just live in the present…
But I don't have too much homework this weekend. It's really all manageable. For the first time in a while, I feel like I'm on top of things. Like I can get it all done. Right now, I know that no matter how difficult this year gets, I'll be able to live through it.
So since I've got such a crazily low amount of homework, I think I'm going to spend this weekend having fun. Tomorrow I'll be going to the movies with Dara, and maybe Stel, if she decides that she's finished enough of her homework. And inevitably, I'll spend a little time just plain old procrastinating.
It's odd, to be back to "normal" after having taken such a long departure from it. It's like it's no longer normal to be normal--like I'm coming back to my old life after a time spent away only to find that my life has moved on and I haven't moved with it. It's really an odd feeling. I wish it would go away. It implies that this is only an interlude between periods of insanity. Somehow, it makes me feel like another such period will be ready to hit me soon.
But I guess it's a little like I said before…it's a good thing human beings can't see the future. I don't know what the future brings. Therefore, while I can, I may as well just live in the present…