It's been quite a while since I last wrote in here, and boy have things changed! Timm and I are taking a break for about a year. It took a good month or so to make it final, move his things out, and rearrange our schedules, but I think we've come to a pretty good conclusion. We are still friends and we see each other a lot, but we're not living ( Read more... )

I am starting to freak out about my sister leaving. I wonder what I will do when I can't call or stop over there on a whim when I need someone to talk to. When something exciting happens she is the first person I call. When I'm sad, she knows all the corny gay shit to do to make me laugh again. I am going to be all alone now:( I'm actually ( Read more... )

So..., I didn't go ahead with the afair. *sigh* It was all planned out, we took off work, arranged our schedules and bought the liquor. I backed out at the last minute because I had been going back and forth with my decision, until I finally decided I would feel too guilty afterwards, and if I didn't go I could avoid that. It just wasn't worth ( Read more... )

Yes, it IS 11 PM on a Friday night and I'm posting on livejournal. Why? Well, for one, the damn cable is turned off cause I forgot to pay the bill. Second, I am waiting for Timm to come home from work to tell him my good news. Third, I need to get some shit off my chest. Maybe it will feel better to go back over what I say and figure out what ( Read more... )

The last two weeks have been horrible! I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

Timmy's bbq was a lot of fun on Saturday, and everyone said they had a good time so I was happy:) We played volley ball and horseshoes, the kids kept themselves occupied playing with each other, and the weather was perfect for chillen outside. We were exhausted afterwards, cause we ended up staying there for over 8 hours, but it was a good tired ( Read more... )

Timmy got off parole yesterday! Phew! I can't believe that whole ordeal is finally over! It's been 5 years since it all began. Now I can finally let it go. Even after he came home I flashed back a lot to all the hell that is the Wisconsin DOC. The pain was still so fresh, and the fear and lonliness of prison will always haunt me. But now it' ( Read more... )

Geez, I'm so tired today! I even took a nap after work yesterday, for about an hour, and went to bed before midnight. But I'm still slackin today so I guess "before midnight" isn't as early as I like to tell myself. I'll try to get to bed at a decent time tonight, but it's hard for me! There's still part of a teenage kid in me who gets her ( Read more... )

mmm, this past weekend was perfect:) I got out of work at noon on Friday, packed and shopped for camping. Stacie, Mike, Sange, Chad, Brianna and I went to this park that's only about 15 minutes from the crib, but it's mine and Timmy's favorite place. We made it simple this time, only bringing the tent, sleeping bags, food and liquor. It was ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh, I actually had a good time without getting too burned out this weekend:) On Friday I left work at noon, picked up Timmy and took him shopping. We went to a couple different stores, but then he found his Whiteboy stuff at Starship, so I bought him 4 shirts and a hat, and a Zoo York shirt from Sky High. He gets another $150 in August for ( Read more... )