I had another dream about Matthew last night. I had been doing pretty good with my attempt to block him out, but once the ball starts, it's hard to stop rolling ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better today:) I had a pretty good weekend, too. It was fun as hell by Amanda's on Friday, and I laughed so hard my face hurt the next day! lol. When I finally came home the next morning, Timmy was already done cleaning the crib for me, and he bought me an outfit! It's real cute too. So I got all dressed up and we went down to ( Read more... )

Phew, it's hot out again. My nuts are roasting on an open fire ( Read more... )

I've been having hella cravings lately. I don't know if it's because of summer time, and the usual partying that would go along with it, or if I'm just bored. I realized that I've done a good job of keeping myself busy since I quit, and now that things have slowed down, I don't have anything to fill the gap that was once satisfied by drug use. ( Read more... )

So much b.s. on my chest...I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

I knew my department boss was going to be out of the office today, but now my administrative boss is out too! That means I can sneak out early today:) I've just been chillen and going to launch.com all morning, rating songs. I can't decide what I want to do for lunch...it's crappy outside and I want to take my nap, but I'm not really tired and I ( Read more... )

k, so I lied. I guess I wont be saving some of my off time this weekend for chillen after all. I'm going to Summerfest of Friday night, Saturday Marz & his girl come over, Sunday we bbq at Stacie's, Monday Timm and I go to his family, then watch the fireworks, then meet up with friends afterwards so we can put on our own fireworks show:) Tuesday ( Read more... )

It's Monday but I don't mind. I have off Monday and Tuesday of next week, so I got something to look forward to and work towards. This weekend should be pretty dope. Marz and his girl are coming up and staying the night. We got Timm's family picnic on the 4th and I'm going to mine later that night for the fireworks. Tuesday me and this girl ( Read more... )

I busted my ass yesterday ( Read more... )

wow, I guess I'm still not quite over Matt. Every dream I've had in the last week has been about us getting back together, and every time I wake up, I'm disappointed to realize that it's not real. I find that every time my mind wanders I'm thinking about bringing him up to Waukesha with me and never letting him go! lol. We had so much fun ( Read more... )