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Geez, I'm so tired today! I even took a nap after work yesterday, for about an hour, and went to bed before midnight. But I'm still slackin today so I guess "before midnight" isn't as early as I like to tell myself. I'll try to get to bed at a decent time tonight, but it's hard for me! There's still part of a teenage kid in me who gets her kicks by staying up late, eating junk food and watching TV. I still have fun making my bed out in the living room on the couch, curling up with a snack, the remote, my cigs, and my friend Mary Jane. I wish I would get over it and become more of a morning person. Granted, I wake up a hell of a lot earlier now than I used to, but I still wish I could get up even earlier. It amazes me how some people get up and go to the gym, then come home and take a shower and get ready for work. You'd have to get up at the butt crack of dawn to do that! But the morning is so beautiful, and I find myself wishing I had time to take a walk or a jog first thing, and enjoy the sceenery and fresh air. My alarm is set for 6:40, but I always turn it off and Timm's mom wakes me up by calling me every morning. I can turn her off, too, cause I've asked for "10 more minutes" so many times that she automatically asks me if I want them every morning. What am I gonna say? No? Doubt it! I probably get out of bed at 10 after 7, but I have to shower, do my hair and make-up, rearrange the fans and pack my bags. It's such a pain in the ass with those fans! The big, oscilating one goes in front of the air conditioner during the day and spreads that cold air around the crib. The window fan goes on a tv tray that sits in the hallway by the bathroom to take some of that cooler air and push it into the bedroom back there. Then at night, depending on the weather, either both fans go in the bedroom, or the window fan goes in the kitchen window to pull the cooler evening air inside. We haven't had a nice night like that in a while, tho. It's been in the mid-upper 90's all week so far, but tomorrow we're supposed to catch a break. I can't wait because I've been cooped up in the house or at work because it's too hot to go outside. I don't have air in my car, so if I would go out for lunch I would come back all stinky and sweaty and no one wants that! lol.
I went to see my hottie at the gas station yesterday, but he was taking a break when I pulled up:( I just went in there the day before, so he prolly thinks I'm stalking hime! But even though he wasn't working, he walked by and said HI to me. That counts for something, right? Eh, even if it doesn't, don't bust my bubble! lol. Damn this boy is so fine! It's not like I can do anything but look anyways.
Well, this isn't waking me up. I'll go eat some candy.
I went to see my hottie at the gas station yesterday, but he was taking a break when I pulled up:( I just went in there the day before, so he prolly thinks I'm stalking hime! But even though he wasn't working, he walked by and said HI to me. That counts for something, right? Eh, even if it doesn't, don't bust my bubble! lol. Damn this boy is so fine! It's not like I can do anything but look anyways.
Well, this isn't waking me up. I'll go eat some candy.