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I am starting to freak out about my sister leaving. I wonder what I will do when I can't call or stop over there on a whim when I need someone to talk to. When something exciting happens she is the first person I call. When I'm sad, she knows all the corny gay shit to do to make me laugh again. I am going to be all alone now:( I'm actually greatful I can draw from past experiences to get through this. If I had never delt with loosing Timm to the prison system, I would not be prepared for the feelings of loss and frustration that come with someone you love living so far away. My parents are trippin cause this will be the first time their kids are out of the house for 26 years. It doesn't help that moms is going through menopause, so she thinks she's old and ugly and no one will want to spend time with her. That just breaks my heart. Thankfully I am close enough to get to her crib within 5 minutes if she needs some company.