Sep 02, 2005 13:55
The last two weeks have been horrible! I don't even know where to start.
I think I've complained about my dr. on here before, but she is really weird, and I never really liked her. She really pissed me off at my last visit cause she was disrespectful as hell to me more than once. (I'm not gonna get into the whole thing) So I didn't call or show up to my last appointment and the bitch dropped me. I was trippen cause there are only a few doctors who prescribe my suboxone, and there's a 30 patient limit. My sister's doctor agreed to take me, but if my insurance doesn't cover him, I have to pay $200 a month, to see him once a month and get my scripts. It's all such bullshit. At least I wont be suddenly cut off my meds cause that would have sucked even more.
Timmy lost his job last week. His company was bought out and the new owners don't know him from Jack. The old ones loved the shit outta him! In 65 years there was never a part time position, but they loved Timmy so much that they created one for him so he could stay there while he went to school. Then he loaded this truck wrong, and the tanks crushed other ones and caused over 2G's worth of damage. The new owners saw the numbers and freaked, not knowing what a hard working Timmy is. It's so sad cause this was the first job he had that hadn't fired him, he was proud of his work, and supposed to get a fat ass bonus in November.
Yesterday Timmy totaled his car. I know he fell asleep at the wheel, because when I asked him what happened, he said, I guess I ran the light. I'm like, what do you mean you guess? He goes, I don't remember. I know he is salty cause it's his fault and he hit the fire chief in his pick up truck. He said dude was real pissed and I bet he was talking shit, but what's Timmy gonna do? They gave him 10 different drug and alcohol field tests and breathalizers because he couldn't give an explanation as to why he went through the light. Timm hasn't even finished paying his moms back for loaning him some of the loot for that car! He's only had it maybe 6 months. But he loved that car, and he always wanted one like it, so it's really sad. At least he never sold the Toyota, so he has something to drive while he looks for a new car. Thank God he saved money over the summer in case of an emergency, and to live off of while he goes to school. He's got enough to buy a decent car, but I know he's trippin cause that money was his safety net. I mean, this is exactly what he saved it for, but you always hope that shit wont go down and you can keep your savings.
I got my period last week and it was so, SO bad!!! I was crying at everything and I just wanted to sleep cause I was so depressed. I felt like my life was pointless and I wanted to end it. I had missed my period for 2 months, so when it finally comes, it comes with a vengance. Once the pms-ing was over, I was a lot better. I feel find now, but I was really down last week.
I can't wait for the weekend! I really need a break after the 2 weeks from hell. Stacie & Mike are having a poker party tonight cause they just bought a poker table and fixed up the basement. We're having Italian food and I'm supposed to bring the dessert, but I don't know how to play poker. But we're also gonna have a bonfire in the back yard, drink some beers, and kick it. So it should be fun either way.