4shatteredstars

The "Good" Police

4shatteredstars Jul 07, 2016 18:05

“Not all the police are bad ( Read more... )

#people just don't understand, writing, life, let's get political, #what is wrong with the world today

Hello Again

4shatteredstars May 29, 2016 07:39

Its weird to be here again after so long and after so much has changed. Who is left ( Read more... )

writing, depression, decisions, depressed, friends, pain, relationships, russ, lonely, love, best friends, #people just don't understand, anxiety, things that hurt, mother, support, moving out, #no one is listening to you shut up, panic, loneliness, friend, prose, codenames, worry, explanation, people, stress, insane, suicide

Still Unemployed

4shatteredstars Nov 05, 2014 17:29

I still don't have a job and my unemployment is only going to be 150$ a week. I feel desperate and terrified.

worry, #having a job, fear

Who wants to work with tax forms, angry desperate people and the IRS all day?

LITERALLY NO ONE.

I never want to see another 2848, 8821 or 12153 again in my entire life. NEVER. Not to mention being switched from a decent team to being on one with a manager hellbent on micromanaging.

I dread going to work every morning. Bathroom breaks are the ( Read more... )

#people just don't understand, #having a job, #hopes dreams and other nonsense, #random miscellaneous

Hey Y'all

4shatteredstars Jun 07, 2014 00:09

I promise that I haven't died! A lot of good things have happened to me and I'll try to do a real update this weekend. :)

#what is my life

The Future

4shatteredstars Oct 04, 2013 21:18

I have been plagued with thoughts of the future lately. Its very weird. I've been thinking of things like future jobs, marriage and having kids. Its weird to be old enough to actually be thinking about these things.

I still feel like a little kid, even though technically I'm pretty much a grown woman. I even have bills and other adult things ( Read more... )

life, #having a job, #what is my life, fear, #no one is listening to you shut up, #random miscellaneous, worry, #hopes dreams and other nonsense, #high school graduate, #oh yes i do reflect

Reality Check

4shatteredstars Aug 29, 2013 01:19

I know less than Jon Snow.

It has been an awful day. I had a conversation with Russ about my life and he said a lot of things that cut deep. But the horrifying thing is that he is totally right.

I am not doing well at this whole life thing. I haven't been in years. And honestly, while I feel significantly better emotionally living on my own. I'm ( Read more... )

depression, decisions, college plans, #hopes dreams and other nonsense, #high school graduate, #oh yes i do reflect, love, anxiety, #people just don't understand, life, #having a job, #what is my life, loneliness, #what is wrong with the world today, academics, #college acceptance

New Things

4shatteredstars Jul 16, 2013 11:21

I'm moving into my new place very soon, with my new roommate- who is in fact very nice. I'm nervous though. I've liked living with Russ. It hasn't been perfect, and sometimes we do things that really bug each other; but I think that we've both enjoyed our time together.

I've started working out again, even though I've fallen off the wagon a bit. I ( Read more... )

russ, #40 pound challenge, #having a job, #hopes dreams and other nonsense, #high school graduate, busy, #random miscellaneous

Excellent News :)

4shatteredstars Jun 25, 2013 09:19

Well this is the moment you've all been waiting for. Most of all, I have been waiting for it.

I did it. I moved out. And I'm living in Blacksburg with Russ until my new place is ready ( Read more... )

life, this chick here, moving out

Why Am I Even Here

4shatteredstars May 08, 2013 23:15

Sometimes, I feel like I don't exist ( Read more... )

moving out