“Not all the police are bad ( Read more... )

I have been plagued with thoughts of the future lately. Its very weird. I've been thinking of things like future jobs, marriage and having kids. Its weird to be old enough to actually be thinking about these things.

I still feel like a little kid, even though technically I'm pretty much a grown woman. I even have bills and other adult things ( Read more... )

I know less than Jon Snow.

It has been an awful day. I had a conversation with Russ about my life and he said a lot of things that cut deep. But the horrifying thing is that he is totally right.

I am not doing well at this whole life thing. I haven't been in years. And honestly, while I feel significantly better emotionally living on my own. I'm ( Read more... )

Well this is the moment you've all been waiting for. Most of all, I have been waiting for it.

I did it. I moved out. And I'm living in Blacksburg with Russ until my new place is ready ( Read more... )

I miss you.

Yeah, I've said it- screamed it, even. Not that you care. And I suppose you have that right. To you, I am a poison, an addiction. As bad a habit as cigarettes. I cling to you like some dark memory, some thought best left forgotten.

I never meant for it to be this way. I promised everything would change ( Read more... )

Sometimes in life you gotta ask for help from someone you really would rather just not. But unfortunately, there are things more important than my pride.

I got another call about a summer position at Virginia Tech. They are hiring housekeepers for the dorms during the summer months and they called to alert me to the position to make sure that I applied if I was interested. I was also offered the housekeeping job that I applied to at the Inn at Virginia Tech.

If my luck continues like this, I may ( Read more... )

Recent events have thrown a wrench into the works of my carefully laid out plans. Its made me question if I was ever doing the right thing in the first place. But, despite all that's happened I fiercely believe that this is what I have to do.

Last month marked the anniversary of one year since I left Drexel University.

It seems like ages since ( Read more... )

Last week I climbed a mountain with Russ. A literal mountain.

I whined, I complained, I panicked and I'm pretty sure I may have cried a couple times on my way to the top. But I made it to the top of Dragon's Tooth and that was the important part.

I'm sure that this is a pretty apt metaphor for my life when I think about it ( Read more... )

So, friends I just paid next semester's tuition. I could only afford to take 5 credits because I am buying a car. Its just really disappointing because I saved for months for these two things and I feel like I've barely scraped together the money.

The 2 classes I am taking cost nearly $800. The car I'm buying from my uncle, a 2000 Saturn is going to ( Read more... )