I have a theory: I think people who just know that they can push every button and just irk me . . . they just find me like ants that find sweets. Lately many people just want to step on my open nerves. . . rude waitresses, ( http://rebekah1213.livejournal.com/170218.html ) these wanna-be-hipster-emo guys that were sitting behind us during the WWE ( Read more... )

I mean to write this blog yesterday. . . However I have been more exhausted than usual, Thursday we did all running around and we even went out for dinner, but I still couldn’t sleep until 7 am and when I finally fell asleep I didn’t get up until 4pm when Tom woke me up to pay the cable. I was exhausted doing the errands. . . I did them anyway, ( Read more... )

As I have mentioned in several blogs my father and stepmother are getting a divorce and damn is it getting nasty. My stepmother keeps lying to everyone from her own family and those at my father’s church as she is trying to play the victim card. . . She has more debt in college loans than my father owes on his house, but she hasn’t told her lawyer ( Read more... )

Drama follows me like puppy chasing after that young kid, hoping they will take it home and care for it. Well, drama can go fuck yourself!

Anyway, Saturday Tom and I got to hang out with my father as we all went to visit my brother. I got to find out what is going on with my father and step-mother divorce which is way more drama than I probably ( Read more... )

Well, first of all, I am sorry I have been on LJ in while, but between cleaning the apartment, errands, working on a cleansing for June 21st, writing a few short stories, and trying to take care of myself (I keep having side effects from my antibiotics)., I haven’t had much time to just work on my blogs.

Goals for this week

• Finish table cloth I’m ( Read more... )

I am one of those people who has very vivid dreams, and 8 out 10 times I remember them. . . There has been one dream I have had several times . . .

I was watching TV and the man on TvVspun the balls and all of my lottery numbers came up. . . I had the ticket on the fridge, and I was screaming and jumping up and down. . .

I have had variations of ( Read more... )

I just wrote a quick overview of the weekend and I am going to extend on certain issues on this weekend's blog:
http://rebekah1213.livejournal.com/90260.h tml and this issue is Depressing Stress.

First of all, I feel that there is tension, between Tom and I, and I feel it was all because of me fucking up his chili by saying that we should use a slow ( Read more... )

I am beginning to hate guys with no personality who only listens to their damn dick. I have a few personal ads out, (yes I do have boyfriend, and I love him), but we are looking for a bisexual female to be friends with maybe more. I have always wanted to try things with another female and I have never seen a guy yet say no to a threesome. (I really ( Read more... )

1/11/09

I am here slowly cleaning things one at a time as I am feeling better than I have compared to all of last week.

I am just sitting worried, which isn't anything new. I tried calling my mom twice yesterday and no one picked up the phone. It has worried me, because they had financial problems especially after my grandma had passed away.  It ( Read more... )

I know in my past I have made a few enemies mostly it's because when I try to make friends with certain females (they know who they are. . .) use our friendship to get closer to a guy who will only hurt them in the long run. (Long stories short: I try to help them, be their sincere, decent friend, and they walk all over me when the bastards are ( Read more... )