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Tip-toe in the house (shh, don't wake the beast: stress)

rebekah1213 Jan 07, 2011 16:11

As I have mentioned in several blogs my father and stepmother are getting a divorce and damn is it getting nasty. My stepmother keeps lying to everyone from her own family and those at my father’s church as she is trying to play the victim card. . . She has more debt in college loans than my father owes on his house, but she hasn’t told her lawyer ( Read more... )

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To the many Boondock Saint Fans

rebekah1213 Oct 12, 2010 18:48

Many of my friends I have gotten me into the movie Boondock Saints ( Read more... )

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Thinking about Spirituality

rebekah1213 Jun 17, 2010 11:28

I have been thinking about my beliefs and what religions they come from and how to descirbe my way of believing and living a bit easier. . .

Summary:
I was raised Catholic-Christian; however over the past five years I have now looked at other beliefs. I have set of beliefs and ideals that work for me based on a few different religions mixed. I ( Read more... )

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My family (and friends) part 2

rebekah1213 Apr 19, 2009 01:21

Lately, I have been frustrated. . . I have Associate of Art degree which I did more for my father than for myself. . . I switched my major 4 times. . . I wanted to perform music. . . I am slightly asamed to admit this but when I was younger I wanted to be a pop star. I did mature out of that and just wanted to be a famous musician. I know this ( Read more... )

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(Untitled)

rebekah1213 Feb 21, 2009 03:37

Done/Redone

Rebekah © 2008

Alone
White walls
Chatter
Everyone
Has their groups
Noone
Cares
In their own little
Worlds
All declared
Money Talks
Stomaches
Why couldn't I
Be home?
Crowds
Flow hard
Like waves
At high tide
Moving
Toward the ajar
door
All need
To rush in
Once it's done
8:15 it will be
Redone
But reversed.

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Feb 2008: Beliefs

rebekah1213 Feb 02, 2009 03:23

Believing. . .

I really would like some pagan, Wicca, spiritual friends. I have met a few people into Wicca, but they are way too logical with the beliefs. I just wish find some more people out there like me. I mean it's a big world. I'm sure I can find somebody. (I am a positive dreamer who is spiritual in my own way. I am not into smoking or ( Read more... )

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Yes vs No

rebekah1213 Feb 01, 2009 23:19

Key

Question or request from someone in my life
Answer
(My true thought)

I have realized I am the yes person all of my life and I am sick of it. . . .

"Will you baby-sit for us (even though we will never give you the money we owe you, you know that money has a more trivial place to go like in smoke or a new TV)?"

"Sure "
(Why am I doing this when I know ( Read more... )

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